Mrs. Maybrick's Own Story: My Fifteen Lost Years — John Shaqi
Mrs. Maybrick's Own Story: My Fifteen Lost YearsMaybrick, Florence Elizabeth
History
Mrs. Maybrick's Own Story: My Fifteen Lost Years
Maybrick, Florence Elizabeth
Maybrick, Florence Elizabeth, 1862-1941; Trials (Murder) -- England; Women prisoners -- England
Hon. James G. Blaine, 248
Hon. Robert T. Lincoln, 256
Hon. John Hay, 288
Hon. Joseph H. Choate, 320
Samuel V. Hayden, 352
Leonidas D. Yarrell, 368
FOREWORD
The writing of this book has been to me no joyful task, as its making
has been at the expense of much-needed rest and peace of mind. In
returning to my dear native land after a long imprisonment, I cherished
the hope that I might as quietly as possible be permitted to take up
the threads of outward existence so cruelly broken, little dreaming
that trials hardly less grievous than those left behind awaited me;
for no sooner had I touched these hospitable shores, when I was met
by the fear-inspiring cry, “You must write a book--you must give the
world an account of your sufferings”--as if one could never suffer
enough. My well-meaning friends could hardly have known what they were
asking in forcing upon me a mental return to the dread past. Solitary
confinement in Woking Prison (as the reader may learn from these pages)
was not such an elysium that one should voluntarily desire to hark back
to it, nor is penal servitude in Aylesbury an Arcadian dream. While
within their grim walls I did my best to exclude from thought the world
without; and now that I am once again in the world (though scarcely of
it), my one desire to shut out all the abhorrent things which so-called
“prison life” stands for has thus far not only failed of realization,
but, under conditions even more trying than the repressive prison
régime (because of the free and happy life all about, which it seemed
to poor me that I had some right to share), I have been compelled by
force of circumstance to return to my cast-off prison shell, and live
all the old heart-and-brain-crushing life over again. However, my
second “trial and imprisonment,” like the first, is at last drawing to
a close; and I devoutly trust that I shall be now permitted to enter
upon a long-coveted rest, and partake as I may of those tempered joys
which my countrymen by their beautiful sympathy have so chivalrously
endeavored to make possible for me.
Theoretically my imprisonment terminated on English soil, but so
relentlessly have the fates pursued me that I have been in nowise free
quite up to the present moment. In Rouen, France, where I sojourned at
my mother’s home for three weeks, I was as much in durance to my genial
enemy, the ubiquitous reporter, as when the English Government held me
in its inexorable grasp. Our cottage was completely invested by him,
and all approaches and exits held with a persistency which, under other
circumstances, might well have extorted my admiration.
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