Chinatowns -- Pacific States -- Fiction; Chinese Americans -- Fiction; Short stories
But, oh! the humiliation and shame of bearing children to a man who
looked up to another woman—and a woman of another race—as a being above
the common uses of women. There is a jealousy of the mind more poignant
than any mere animal jealousy.
When Wou Sankwei’s second child was two weeks old, Adah Charlton and her
aunt called to see the little one, and the young girl chatted brightly
with the father and played merrily with Yen, who was growing strong and
merry. The American women could not, of course, converse with the
Chinese; but Adah placed beside her a bunch of beautiful flowers,
pressed her hand, and looked down upon her with radiant eyes. Secure in
the difference of race, in the love of many friends, and in the
happiness of her chosen work, no suspicion whatever crossed her mind
that the woman whose husband was her aunt’s protégé tasted everything
bitter because of her.
After the visitors had gone, Pau Lin, who had been watching her
husband’s face while the young artist was in the room, said to him:
“She can be happy who takes all and gives nothing.”
“Takes all and gives nothing,” echoed her husband. “What do you mean?”
“She has taken all your heart,” answered Pau Lin, “but she has not given
you a son. It is I who have had that task.”
“You are my wife,” answered Wou Sankwei. “And she—oh! how can you speak
of her so? She, who is as a pure water-flower—a lily!”
He went out of the room, carrying with him a little painting of their
boy, which Adah Charlton had given to him as she bade him goodbye and
which he had intended showing with pride to the mother.
It was on the day that the baby died that Pau Lin first saw the little
picture. It had fallen out of her husband’s coat pocket when he lifted
the tiny form in his arms and declared it lifeless. Even in that first
moment of loss Pau Lin, stooping to pick up the portrait, had shrunk
back in horror, crying: “She would cast a spell! She would cast a
spell!”
She set her heel upon the face of the picture and destroyed it beyond
restoration.
“You know not what you say and do,” sternly rebuked Sankwei. He would
have added more, but the mystery of the dead child’s look forbade him.
“The loss of a son is as the loss of a limb,” said he to his childless
partner, as under the red glare of the lanterns they sat discussing the
sad event.
“But you are not without consolation,” returned Leung Tsao. “Your
firstborn grows in strength and beauty.”
“True,” assented Wou Sankwei, his heavy thoughts becoming lighter.
And Pau Lin, in her curtained balcony overhead, drew closer her child
and passionately cried:
“Sooner would I, O heart of my heart, that the light of thine eyes were
also quenched, than that thou shouldst be contaminated with the wisdom
of the new.”
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