"It's the devil," said Vane whimsically. "Jove! lady dear, isn't the
blue of the sky and the sea and the gold of the sand just crying out to
be the setting of a lovers' paradise? Aren't we here alone just hidden
from the world, while the very gulls themselves are screaming: 'Kiss
her, kiss her?' And then the fairy princess, instead of being the
fairy princess to the wounded warrior, orders him to go back and look
for work. It's cruel. I had hoped for tender love and pity, and
behold I have found a Labour Bureau."
Margaret laughed. "You dear! But you understand?" She knelt beside
him on the sand, and her face was very tender.
"I understand," answered Vane gravely. "But, oh! my lady, I hope
you're not building fairy castles on what's going to happen after the
war. I'm afraid my faith in my brother man is a very, very small
flame."
"All the more reason why we should keep it alight," she cried fiercely.
"Derek, we can't let all this hideous mutilation and death go for
nothing afterwards."
"You dear optimist," Vane smiled at her eager, glowing face so close to
his own. "Do you suppose that we and others like us will have any say
in the matter?"
She beat her hands together. "Derek, I hate you when you talk like
that. You've got it in you to do big things--I feel it. You mustn't
drift like you did before the war. You've got to fight, and others
like you have got to fight, for everything that makes life worth living
in our glorious, wonderful England."
"Would the staff be a little more explicit in their Operation Orders,
please?" murmured Vane. "Whom do you propose I should engage in mortal
combat?" He saw the slight frown on her face and leant forward
quickly. "My dear, don't misunderstand me. I don't want to be
flippant and cynical. But I'm just a plain, ordinary man--and I'm
rather tired. When this show is over I want peace and rest and
comfort. And I rather feel that it's up to the damned fools who let us
in for it to clear up the mess themselves for a change."
"But you won't later, old boy," said the girl; "not after you've found
yourself again. You'll have to be up and doing; it will stifle you to
sit still and do nothing." She looked thoughtfully out to sea and
then, as he kept silent, she went on slowly, "I guess we all sat still
before this war; drifted along the line of least resistance. We've got
to cut a new way, Derek, find a new path, which will make for the good
of the show. And before we can find the path, we've got to find
ourselves."
She turned towards him and for a long minute they looked into one
another's eyes, while the gulls circled and screamed above them. Then
slowly she bent forward and kissed him on the mouth. . . . "Go and
find yourself, my dear," she whispered. "Go and make good. And when
you have, if you still want me, I'll come to you."
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