"Thank you very much, Captain Vane," she said at last, "for your offer.
I hope you won't think me ungrateful when I refuse. Four years ago I
think I should have accepted it with gratitude; but now . . ." She
shook her head "A lot of the shams have gone; we see clearer--some of
us. . . . And I tell you that I would not willingly condemn Jack to
such a life as his father led--even if I was penniless. Wait--let me
finish"--as Vane started to speak--"Of course with you he would have
better chances than his father had before him--but the city life would
kill him--even as it has killed thousands of others. . . . I wonder if
you can realise the hideous tragedy of the poor clerk. He can't strike
for higher wages, like the British working man. He just goes on and on
and suffers in silence. . . . In Jack's case it would be the
same. . . . What--four hundred a year?" She laughed a little
scornfully. "It's not much to bring up a family on, Captain
Vane. . . . Four hundred a year, and Acacia Avenue--two streets
up. . . . Acacia Avenue doesn't call on Culman Terrace, you
know. . . ." Again she laughed. "No, Jack isn't made for that sort of
life, thank God. He aches for the big spaces in his boyish way, for
the lands where there are big things to be done. . . . And I've
encouraged him. There'll be nobody there to sneer if his clothes get
frayed and he can't buy any more--because of the children's boots.
There'll be no appearances to keep up there. And I'd a thousand times
rather that Jack should stand--or fall--in such surroundings, than that
he should sink slowly . . . here."
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