Psychological fiction; Railroad stations -- England -- London -- Fiction
“If I telegraph Danger, on either side of me, or on both, I can give no
reason for it,” he went on, wiping the palms of his hands. “I should get
into trouble, and do no good. They would think I was mad. This is the
way it would work:—Message: ‘Danger! Take care!’ Answer: ‘What danger?
Where?’ Message: ‘Don’t know. But for God’s sake take care!’ They
would displace me. What else could they do?”
His pain of mind was most pitiable to see. It was the mental torture of
a conscientious man, oppressed beyond endurance by an unintelligible
responsibility involving life.
“When it first stood under the Danger-light,” he went on, putting his
dark hair back from his head, and drawing his hands outward across and
across his temples in an extremity of feverish distress, “why not tell me
where that accident was to happen—if it must happen? Why not tell me how
it could be averted—if it could have been averted? When on its second
coming it hid its face, why not tell me instead: ‘She is going to die.
Let them keep her at home’? If it came, on those two occasions, only to
show me that its warnings were true, and so to prepare me for the third,
why not warn me plainly now? And I, Lord help me! A mere poor
signal-man on this solitary station! Why not go to somebody with credit
to be believed, and power to act!”
When I saw him in this state, I saw that for the poor man’s sake, as well
as for the public safety, what I had to do for the time was, to compose
his mind. Therefore, setting aside all question of reality or unreality
between us, I represented to him that whoever thoroughly discharged his
duty, must do well, and that at least it was his comfort that he
understood his duty, though he did not understand these confounding
Appearances. In this effort I succeeded far better than in the attempt
to reason him out of his conviction. He became calm; the occupations
incidental to his post as the night advanced, began to make larger
demands on his attention; and I left him at two in the morning. I had
offered to stay through the night, but he would not hear of it.
That I more than once looked back at the red light as I ascended the
pathway, that I did not like the red light, and that I should have slept
but poorly if my bed had been under it, I see no reason to conceal. Nor,
did I like the two sequences of the accident and the dead girl. I see no
reason to conceal that, either.
But, what ran most in my thoughts was the consideration how ought I to
act, having become the recipient of this disclosure? I had proved the
man to be intelligent, vigilant, painstaking, and exact; but how long
might he remain so, in his state of mind? Though in a subordinate
position, still he held a most important trust, and would I (for
instance) like to stake my own life on the chances of his continuing to
execute it with precision?
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