With his rather absurd tendency to generalise from his personal
experience he told himself that as youth and joy had been liberated
from his imagined world, so also would they be in the world of
actuality. His drooping hopes revived and a new ambition was kindled
in him. He paced less rapidly to and fro in his empty room, slowed
down day by day until he stopped, sat at his table and plunged once
more into work. His arrogance reasserted itself, and he told
himself--as was indeed the case--that he could extract more from a hint
of experience than the ordinary man could from an overwhelming tragedy.
As he worked, he came more and more to regard his encounter with Clara
as a holiday adventure. The Charing Cross Road was to him what Paris
or the seaside was to the ordinary worker. The episode belonged to his
holiday. It was nothing more, and must be treated as though it had
happened to some other man: it must be smiled at, treasured for its
fragrance, blessed for its fertility.... With the new weapon it had
given him he would return to tobacco and paper, the materials of his
existence.
He saw her name in the papers, her photograph here and there. Oh,
well, she belonged to that world. No doubt she would amuse herself
with theatrical success before she fell back upon the title and wealth
which were laid at her feet.
However, convinced though he was of his renunciation, he could not stay
away from the bookshop and went there almost every day in the hope of
meeting her.
One evening as he returned home he met Verschoyle on the doorstep of
his house, and could not refrain from speaking to him.
'Excuse me,' he said, 'I have seen you sometimes in the bookshop in
Charing Cross Road.'
'Indeed?' replied Verschoyle, who was looking anxious and worried.
'Yes. I have seen you there with Miss Day.'
Verschoyle was alert and suspicious at once. He scanned this strange
individual but was rather puzzled.
'Do you live here?' he asked.
'On the top floor,' replied Rodd, 'on the top floor--alone--I thought
you might have been to see me.'
'No, no. I don't know you.'
'My name is Rodd.'
That conveyed nothing to Verschoyle.
'I had the pleasure of meeting Miss Day at the bookshop. I thought she
might have mentioned it.'
'No.... I have been to see a Miss Messenger on the third floor. Do
you know her?'
'Slightly.'
'You know nothing about her?'
'Nothing, except that she had a child that died.... I'm afraid I
didn't even know her name. I don't bother myself much about my
neighbours.'
'Thank you,' said Verschoyle. 'Good-night.'
Rodd let himself in, his curiosity working furiously at this strange
combination of persons. What on earth could be the link between
Verschoyle and the shabby, disreputable menage on the third floor?...
His heart answered ominously: 'Clara.'
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