The bookseller chuckled to himself. The newspapers were full of
praises of his 'young leddy,' though she could never be so wonderful
and like a good fairy in the play-acting as she was when she walked
into his shop bringing sweetness and light.... She had not been in for
some time, and he had been a little worried about her. He was glad to
know that it was only work that had kept her away. He had been half
afraid that there might be 'something up' between her and that damned,
silent Rodd, who had nothing in the world but a few bees in his bonnet.
The bookseller, being a simple soul, wanted her to marry the Lord, to
end the tale as all good heroines should, and he had even gone so far
as to address imaginary parcels of books to her Ladyship.
Charing Cross Road was at its oddest and friendliest on this day when
all London rang with Clara's fame, and the only place in which it found
no echo was her own heart.
She had decided in her dressing-room half-way through the performance
that she could never go near the Imperium again. That was finished.
She had done what she had set out to do in the first instance. In her
subsequent greater purpose she had failed, and she knew now why she had
failed, because she was a woman and in love, and being a woman, she
must work through a man's imagination before she could become a person
fit to dwell on the earth with her fellows.... Without a pang she
surrendered her ambitions, bowed to the inevitable, and for the first
time for many a long week slept the easy, sweet sleep of youth. Her
meeting with Rodd in the supper-room had relieved her of all her
crushing responsibilities. She passed them on to him and from her he
had won the strength to carry all things.
She was punctual to the minute, but he was late.
'They're falling over themselves about you in the papers, young leddy,'
said the bookseller.
'Are they?'
'Haven't you seen them?'
He had cut out all the notices, and to please him she made a pretence
of reading them, but they gave her a kind of nausea. The critics wrote
like lackeys fawning upon Sir Henry's success.... In Paris with her
grandfather she had once seen the _Mariage de Figaro_ acted. Sir Henry
reminded her of the Duc d'Almaviva, and she thought wittily that the
type had taken refuge in the theatre, there perhaps to die. Sir Henry
surely was the last of this line. Not even with the support of the
newspapers would the world, bamboozled and cheated as always, consent
any longer to support them.
It was a good transition this from the Imperium to the book-shop.
Books were on the whole dependable. If they deceived you it was your
own fault. There was not with them the pressure of the crowd to aid
deception.
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