This wholesome little man living among books, upon them, and for them,
was exactly the right person for her to see first upon this day when
she was to discard her mimic for her real triumph. This day was like a
flower that had grown up out of all her days. In its honey was
distilled all the love she had inspired in others, and all the love
that others had inspired in her.
This was the real London, here in Charing Cross Road, shabby, careless,
unambitious, unmethodical. It was here in the real London that she
wished to begin her real life. From the time of her first meeting with
him in the book-shop, her deepest imagination had never left Rodd, and
she knew all that he had been through. She had most profoundly been
aware of his struggle to break free from his captivity, exactly as she
had slowly and obstinately found her own way out. All that had been
had vanished. Only the good was left. Evil had been burned away and
for her now there was no stain upon the earth, no mist to obscure the
sun. Her soul was as clear as this September day, and she knew that
Rodd was as clear.... Of all that she had left she did not even think,
so worthless was it. A career, money, power, influence? With love,
the smile of a happy child, a sunbeam dancing into a dark room, a bunch
of hedge-row flowers are treasures of more worth than all these, joys
that give moments of perfection wherein all is revealed and nothing
remains hidden.
Was there ever a more perfect moment than when Clara and Rodd met in
the bookshop, each for the other having renounced all that had seemed
of worth. Death might have come at that moment and both would have
been satisfied, for richer, deeper, and simpler music there could not
be.... She was amazed at the new mastery in him. The pained
sensitiveness that had cramped him was all gone. He came direct to
her, took possession of her without waiting for an impulse from her
will. They met now in complete freedom and were frankly lovers.
The little bookseller in dismay looked from one to the other, but held
his peace. Clara reminded him that he had once remarked how life
consisted in men and women pulling each other through.
'That's so,' he said. 'Most of 'em trample on the rest.'
'Well,' said Clara. 'We've done it. We have pulled each other
through.'
'Out of the burning,' said Rodd, with a laugh.
'Indeed! Are you going to join her in the play-acting?'
'Not at all,' said Clara. 'I'm going to join him in the play-writing.
I have been a star for one night only.... If we starve, I shall make
you take me on as your assistant. You could pay me a salary now.'
'I cannot see a man wi' a jowl like that letting his young leddy
starve,' chuckled the bookseller.
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