'Famous,' said Charles, returning to the table. Charles was astonished
to find how much he liked Sir Henry, upon whose doings in his exile he
had brooded bitterly.
Verschoyle said,--
'I'm only astonished that more men in my position don't go in for the
theatre. There are so many of us and we can't think of anything better
than racing and polo and big game.'
As they were all so pleased with themselves, Clara swallowed her
chagrin, and more happily accepted their homage when Sir Henry toasted
her as the presiding Muse of the Imperium.
She was suffering from the reaction from a fulfilled ambition. She had
overcome Charles's reluctance to submit to the machinery of the
theatre, and was herself now inspired with something of a horror of its
immense power, which could absorb originality and force, and reduce
individuals to helpless puppets. But she would not admit to herself
that she might have been wrong, and that it were possibly better to
have left Charles to fight his own way through.
No, no. Left to himself he would always be tripped up by his desire
for birds and fishes and other such superfluities. Left to meet in
their love of art he and Sir Henry would soon have been at loggerheads.
In their love of food, they could discover each other's charm and
forget their jealousy and suspicion of each other's aims.
VIII
SOLITUDE
Verschoyle swept aside her reluctance to accept gifts from him, and she
allowed him to furnish her rooms for her upon condition that he never
came there without her permission. He said,--
'Why shouldn't I have the pleasure of indulging my desire to give you
everything in the world? People will talk! ... People talk anyhow in
London. If we were seen walking together down Piccadilly, there would
be talk. They will say I am going to marry you, but we know
different.... Your way of living is exactly my ideal, absolute
independence, peace, and privacy. We're rather alike in that. It
seems so odd that we should be living with these people whose whole aim
in life is publicity.'
They had many happy hours together reading and discussing the books
which he bought for her by the armful at a shop in Charing Cross Road,
where, open to the street, were piles of books almost blatantly
subversive of society--Nietsche, Havelock Ellis, Shaw, Ibsen, Anarchist
tracts, Socialist and Labour journals, R.P.A. cheap reprints, every
sort and kind of book that in an ordinary shop would only be procured
upon a special order.... It was a very fierce shop. Its woodwork was
painted scarlet, and above the shelves in gilt letters were such names
as Morris, Marx, Bakounin, Kropotkin, Lassalle, and mottoes such as
'The workers of the world have nothing to lose but their chains.'
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