When once more she approached her external life it was through the
bookshop, where she found her friend the bookseller munching his lunch
of wheaten biscuits and apples in the dingy little room at the back of
his shop.
He offered her an apple. She took it and sat on a pile of books tied
up with a rope.
'You're looking bonny,' he said.
'I think I'll come and be your assistant.'
'A fine young leddy like you?'
'I might meet some one like Kropotkin.'
'Ah! Isn't that grand? There's none o' your Dumas and Stevensons can
beat that; a real happening in our own life-time.... But I can no
afford an assistant.'
'Oh! You always seem to have plenty of people in your shop.'
'These damned publishers put their prices up and up on the poor
bookseller, and my brains are all my capital, and I will not sell the
stuff that's turned out like bars o' soap, though the authors may be as
famous as old Nick and the publishers may roll by in their cars and
build their castles in the countryside.... I sell my books all the
week, and I grow my own food on my own plot on Sundays, and I'll win
through till I'm laid in the earth, and have a pile o' books to keep me
down when I'm dead as they have done in my lifetime.'
He thrust a slice of apple into his mouth and munched away at it, rosy
defiance of an ill-ordered world shining from his healthy cheeks.
On his desk Clara saw his account book, a pile of bills, and old
cheques, and it was not difficult to guess the cause of his trouble.
'I'm sure I should sell your books for you.'
'You'd draw all London into my shop, young leddy, as you'll draw them
to the playhouse; but bookselling is a dusty trade and is not for fair
wits or fine persons.'
Clara looked out into the shop, and was happy in its friendliness. A
lean, hungry-looking man came in, bought a paper, and stayed turning
over the books. She could not see his face, but something in his
movement told of quality of wit and precise consciousness. He seized a
book with a familiar mastery, as though he could savour and weigh its
contents through his finger-tips, glanced through it, and put it away
as though it were finally disposed of. There was a concentrated
absorption in everything he did that made it definite and final. He
was so sensitive that at the approach of another person he edged away
as though to avoid a distasteful impact.... Very shabby he was, but
distinguished and original. After taking up half a dozen books and not
finding in them any attraction, he stopped, pondered, and moved out of
the shop quite obviously having clearly in his mind some necessary and
inevitable purpose.
His going was a wrench to Clara, so wholly had she been absorbed in
him; but though she longed to know his name she could not bring herself
to ask her old friend who he was. That did not matter. He was, and
Charing Cross Road had become a hallowed place by profound experience,
the bookshop a room beyond all others holy.
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