Munsey's Magazine, Vol. VI, No. 1, October 1891Various
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Munsey's Magazine, Vol. VI, No. 1, October 1891
Various
American periodicals
Her great hands hung from the
sleeves like baskets from the branches of an apple tree. Her red face and
hair looked redder still by the contrast with the gaudy colors of the
dress, and she stood in the habitual slouching attitude so characteristic
of her. Yet there was something in her gray eyes that told him it was
a supreme moment in her life—the wearing of this dress—and he did not
laugh. Indeed, for a moment he almost felt sad. He tried to sit down
as unconcernedly as possible, and busied himself filling his pipe. He
did not dare to look at her. He hoped she would do something or say
something, but she did not. She stood there silent, intense, looking at
him so earnestly that it was but too manifest that she was trying to read
his thoughts. He must do something.
“Where did you get that dress, Sis?” he said as quietly as he could.
“Dad gave it to me,” she answered. “He always promised me a satin dress,
and so last Christmas he sent and got the satin. I made it. This is the
first time I have worn it before any one.”
She spoke as though the words were choking her. She seemed to be nerving
herself for something unusual. She was.
“Tell me,” she cried, almost fiercely, “tell me honestly, am I beautiful?”
He tried not to do it. He felt like a cur, a second afterwards, for
having done it. But he could not help it, do what he could to control
himself. He laughed aloud.
“O don’t—don’t—don’t——” she almost screamed. Then she fell on the floor
in a green and red heap and wept. Jack had seen women weep before (a
number of them had wept at different times when he had come to say “good
by”), but never before had he seen such a torrent of tears as this. There
was no stemming it, though he tried very hard. It seemed an age before
it ceased, and then it seemed another age that she sat there motionless
with her face in her hands as though she was trying to hide it. He felt
horribly nervous. It took him sixteen matches, as he afterwards said, to
smoke one pipe. Finally she broke the silence. Her voice was calm enough
as she asked:
“What is a beautiful woman like?”
He did not answer in words. It was just a little hard to speak at all.
He unbuttoned his blouse and took from the inside pocket a photograph
and handed it to her. She held it fiercely in her two great rough hands
and gazed at it steadily for a long time. Poor woman, she learned what
beauty was, and she learned of the love of this man whom she worshiped.
Then she got up, handed back the photograph to its owner and walked
silently and slowly from the room.
It was hard for Jack Harding to sleep that night. He got into a fitful
slumber along towards morning, and he had not been sleeping for an hour
when he found himself standing awake in the middle of the room feeling
for his revolver in the gray light of the early dawn.
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