The strict injunctions of my father, that all communication should
cease between our families, renders it necessary for me to _write_,
instead of _waiting_ on you in person. Alas, how poor a substitute is
the former for the latter! To express my sorrow, or paint my grief,
is impossible! Were you to know my distress, you would be sensible of
my sufferings, and compassionate my wretchedness! To be debarred from
the presence of your respectable parents, to whom I have a thousand
obligations, and for whom I feel the greatest respect and tenderest
regard, is a very great hardship: but to be prevented from beholding
you, is downright tyranny, and forces me to rebel! Could I see Mr
Burt, I would intreat him to pardon, what I am mortified to call the
injustice of my father, and assure him that nothing shall be wanting,
on my part, to soften, and bring him to reason. But I know too well
the inflexibility of his virtue, he will not see me contrary to the
inhibitions I have received.
Permit me on my knees to intreat from you that favor I dare not
request from him! We may meet at--any day before seven in the morning.
My life depends on your answer! Let us at least enjoy the soothing
pleasure, the melancholy consolation of mingling griefs, and bearing a
part in each other's sorrows; satisfaction that even renders despair
itself more tolerable! Be persuaded there is nothing, not even my
father, that can divert my eye, my heart, or hand, from an opportunity
of expressing how much I am, with the greatest respect,
Your devoted
Humble servant,
FINLAY'
After dispatching the above letter, Lord Finlay spent his time,
fluctuating every moment between hope and despair, agitated with all
the pains of a solicitous suspence; but Miss Burt was too much attached
to him not to agree to his proposal, nor did her condescension at all
infringe on her delicacy.--She could not suppose that the good qualities
so distinguishable in her lover, and which had been so studiously
cultivated by _her father_, could be _only_ violated to the dishonor
of _his daughter_. Lord Finlay's passion was too ardent to submit to
prudence, and could not be long concealed: they met often, and remained
long together; time is easily forgot in the society of those we love--In
Cupid's dial, _hours_ are but _minutes_.--Their interviews were
discovered.
Captain Lewis being informed of it, jealous of his honor, insisted
on Lord Finlay's instantly espousing his grand-daughter; who, loaded
with his reproaches, led away by his passion, and the fears of being
interdicted from steering her more--forgot every thing but the
justification of his honorable intentions.
The indignation with which Lord Munster was seized when informed of this
marriage, is easier to be conceived than delineated. He swore he would
never see his son more, or contribute to his support!
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