_Virtue_, in my acceptation, is nothing else than that principle
by which our actions are _intentionally directed_, to produce good,
to the several objects of our free agency. I was aware, that it was
not only necessary that I should mean to act a right part, and take
the best way which could direct me to effect it, but that I should
previously take those measures which were in my power to acquire the
knowledge of my duty, and of the weaknesses I had to guard against.
I was sensible, that, had I given my hand to Lord Darnley, I would
have been defective in the duties incumbent on me to my own family:--
Love would have taken entire possession of my soul, and shut up the
avenues of my heart against every other sentiment. Upon this occasion
I felt how justly the sacrifice of our own happiness is placed among
the highest virtues. How painful must it be to the most generous
heart! Men lose their lives to honor--I relinquished my love--the
life of life. I am sensible I have been condemned for permitting him
to be so much with me: but what recompence can the world bestow on
me, for relinquishing the society of a real and tender friend? Common
attachments, the shadows of friendship, the issue of chance, or
fantastic likings, _rashly cemented_, may as hastily be _dissolved_:
but mine has had the purest virtue for its basis, and will subsist
whilst vital breath in me remains. My affections are founded on those
amiable qualities, which are seldom united, and therefore but little
liable to be displaced. My partiality is founded on esteem: take away
the cause, the effect will cease. The dread of the world has never yet
withheld me from following the bent of my own inclinations, and the
dictates of my own heart, not the dread of censure ever influenced my
conduct.
Your mention of his continued attachment is highly flattering, and
very pleasing--There you touched the tenderest springs of my heart,
bring me down to all the softness of my sex, and press upon me a crowd
of tender, lovely, ideas--
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