After a long conflict, the soul wearied out with the efforts it has
made, gradually loses its sensibility and force together; and finally
yields to the last impression, which thus remains master of the field.
After many struggles, Lord Finlay was determined to sacrifice his
_inclinations_, or in other words, (what he thought, his life, to his
father.)
This pious resolution, no doubt, was strengthened by his supposing Miss
Burt had acquiesced to the proposed marriage. His resentment supported
his prudence. Such was the situation of Lord Finlay's mind, when Lady
Frances received the following letter from Miss Burt.
'Madam,
You found me in tears, and kindly insinuated your desire to mitigate
my distress; receive from me all the acknowledgments which can proceed
from a full heart, raised from the lowest distress, to a glimmering
prospect of avoiding misery, while that superior Power which witnesses
your generosity, will _reward it_. Thus, when unhappy, we grasp at
the least shadow of relief! we seize upon it with eagerness, and
in a moment raise ourselves above our afflictions. When an unhappy
drowning wretch is carried away by the current, while intimidated by
the steepness of the banks, and the rapidity of the torrent, he looks
upon death as inevitable; his sinews relax, his heart fails him, he
looks forward to an awful dreaded futurity: but if the least twig
presents its friendly assistance, his courage at last revives, he
raises his head, he seizes upon it with a hasty avidity, and makes a
sudden and violent effort to save himself from destruction. Such is my
application to your ladyship. Heaven grant you may avert from me those
evils I so much dread! even the horror of involving my respectable
parents _in want and misery_. My father's probity has entailed on
him poverty; and my grandfather's half-pay is our sole dependance,
exclusive of the salary Lord Munster settled on my respectable parent
when he undertook to superintend the education of his son; and which
he promised to continue for life, in compensation for his giving up
_all other pursuits_. I flatter myself, the frowardness of his unhappy
daughter will not frustrate his lordship's beneficence, and which he
judged his labours entitled him to. May I intreat your ladyship will
soften, through the medium of your influence, the refusal of the honor
intended me!
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