Should you ask what reason I, John Lott, a small, middle-aged, banking
clerk, who lived in North London, might have for thus rushing away from
the warm fire, good wife, pretty daughter, and comforting tea-cake,
that were all at this moment awaiting me somewhere in Kilburn, I
would reply, that death, sudden and startling, had brought about this
earthquake in my orderly existence. Should you again naturally suggest
that a four-wheeled cab might have effected with greater cleanliness
and dispatch, than my short legs, the country journey between Richmond
and Petersham, I would admit the fact, but, at the same time, advance
sufficiently sound reasons why that muddy walk was best undertaken
on foot. For, touching this death, but one other living man could
have equal interest in it with myself; and for me, especially, were
entwined round about it issues of very grave and stupendous moment.
Honour, rectitude, my duty to myself and to my neighbour, together
with other no less important questions, were all at stake; and upon
my individual judgment, blinded by no thoughts of personal danger or
self-interest, must the case be decided. I had foreseen this for some
years, had given much consideration to the matter; but no satisfactory
solution of the difficulties at any time presented itself, and now the
long anticipated circumstance arrived, as it always does with men of
my calibre, to find him most involved and concerned in the conduct of
affairs, least qualified to cope with them. Why I walked to Oak Lodge,
Petersham, then, was to gain a few minutes, to collect my wandering
wits and acquire a mental balance capable of meeting the troubles that
awaited me. What I had been unable to accomplish in two years, however,
did not seem likely to be effected in twenty minutes; and, indeed, the
angry sunset, together with an element of grave personal danger already
mentioned, combined to drive all reasonable trains of thought from my
head. Ultimately I arrived at my destination, with a mind about as
concentrated and purposes about as strong as those of a drowned worm.
And wherefore all this misery, do you suppose? Simply because an
estimable lady had just been pleased to leave me a comfortable matter
of ten thousand pounds. So far good; but when I say that I am not
related to the deceased, that her next of kin has for the past fifteen
years been seeking an opportunity to take my life, and that a meeting
between us is now imminent, it will be noticed the case presents
certain unusual difficulties. This assertion--that a man has sought
to rob me of my insignificant existence for fifteen years--doubtless
appears so preposterous, that it is best I should clearly explain the
matter at once. A scrap of the past must here, then, be intercalated
between my arrival at Oak Lodge and the events which followed it.
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