which, but for his own reckless folly, had all along been proper to
him. Now the ability to do so much for Joshua Beakbane would not have
been mine, unless I had consented to become the heir; because, failing
me, old George Beakbane might have sought and found another inheritor
for his property; and one, likely enough, without my moral principles
or ultimate intentions.
All was ordered very differently to what I hoped and desired, however.
One short year before my half-brother would have relieved me of my
responsibilities, a concatenation of dire events brought ruin and
destruction upon me. I have never attempted to deny my own miserable
weakness in this matter. I had married during my stewardship, and
for my wife's brother, a man as I believed of sterling honesty and
considerable wealth, I consented to 'back' certain bills, as a matter
of convenience for some two or three months. Again I admit my criminal
frailty; but with the fact and its consequences we have now to deal.
My brother-in-law's entanglements increased, and he cut the knot by
blowing his brains out, leaving me with a stupendous mountain of debt
staring me in the face. The Beakbane property went to meet it. Every
acre was mortgaged, every mortgage foreclosed upon, the estate ceased
to exist as a whole. The debt was ultimately discharged, and I, with my
wife and child, came to London. These things reaching Joshua Beakbane's
ears about a month before his sentence expired, shattered his hopes and
ambitions for the future, left him absolutely a pauper, and terribly
excited his rage and indignation against me. I had not trusted myself
to tell him the fatal news; but in the ear of my messenger, a lawyer,
he hissed an awful oath that, did we ever meet, my life would pay the
debt I owed him. Knowing the man to have some of his father's iron
fixity of purpose, together with much varied wickedness peculiar to
himself, and for which our mutual mother was in no way responsible,
I took him at his word, changed my name yet again, and buried myself
in the metropolis. Here I very quickly found that my art was not of a
sort to keep my wife and child, when the question of painting to sell
came to be considered. I therefore sought more solid employment, and
was fortunate to obtain a position in Messrs. Macdonald's bank. Years
rolled by to the number of fifteen. Joshua Beakbane sought me high
and low; indeed, I am fully persuaded that his desire to take my life
became a monomania with him, for he left no stone unturned to come at
me. But I wore spectacles of dark blue glass when about in the streets,
and always shaved clean from the time of my entry on life in London.
Several times I met my half-brother, till becoming gradually assured of
my safety, I grew bold and employed a private detective to discover his
home and occupation. Thus I learned that most of his time was spent in
attending race meetings, and that he enjoyed some notoriety amongst the
smaller fry of bookmakers.
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