Mexico -- Description and travel; United States -- Description and travel
Dr. Parker is a psycho-analycist, bearded and bespectacled. Alarming at
first--one is inevitably ill at ease with a psycho-analycist. It is
not vanity to say that one instantly becomes self-conscious, as if the
deep-eyed man were already analysing one, and looking down into a heart
that perhaps does not bear looking into! Finally I discussed the thing
with him openly. I told him that I knew nothing of psycho-analysis
and didn’t want to--that I thought it encouraged people to become
even more concentrated upon themselves than they were already! Then,
the ice being broken, we talked openly and simply about anything and
everything. He took his glasses off and became quite unserious. It was
due partly to him that when I stood up to speak I was in a flippant
mood. Either the party took its mood from me, or I from it. I rather
incline to the latter. At all events, I said all I wanted to say,
uncompromisingly, about Russia. I put forth all the best that I had
seen. I risked the label of Bolshevik and propagandist. Indeed, as I
pointed out to them--Bolshevism is over ... the New York papers have
it in headlines--! England has signed the trade agreement, Lenin has
ceased to be Red and Bolshevism is over! Therefore I am free at last to
say what I like. And the people who listen have no longer the cause for
panic! I went on lightly and humorously and they laughed, laughed even
when I didn’t expect them to.
THURSDAY, MARCH 24, 1921.
At my exhibition at Knoedlers’, continue to meet new people and make
new friends. This afternoon I was introduced to Morris Korbel, the
Czecho-Slovak sculptor. He asked to know me and was complimentary about
my work which is much from a fellow sculptor. He is good looking in a
foreign way--wild haired, deep eyed, deep voiced, rather intense and
dramatic in his personality. He told me he was going to Europe in a
week as his wife was there. He said he was intellectually starved, and
must get back for a while to the old world. He said that I should find
I could only live here about nine months on end without going away.
He was, nevertheless appreciative of the generosity and hospitality
of America. “They take their pound of flesh,” he said, “but they are
generous and appreciative in turn. But one _must_ go, and come back,
and go again ...” he said.
He admitted that he went to Europe this time with some reluctance, as
he had planned to go to Mexico where he had a portrait order to do
President Obregon. I suddenly had a vision ... “Are you definitely
_not_ going to do that order?” I asked him. He said he thought not.
“Then will you hand it on to me...?” I saw my new road mapped out
before me. Korbel did not say a great deal, he probably thought I was
not serious or that it was not practicable. “The Mexicans are not
like the Bolsheviks--” he said warningly. (One up for my friends the
Bolsheviks!! Even reliability is only a matter of comparison--!)
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