I would have thought that she had forgotten me if she hadn’t touched
my arm. “You’ve heard tell of the famine, Shauneen,” she went on, “the
great famine that fell on Ireland, blighting even the potatoes in
the ground? We’d a little place in Connaught then, a bit of land my
father was tilling. We hadn’t much, even for the place, but we were
happy enough, God knows, with our singing and dancing, and the fairs
and the patterns. Then little by little, we grew poorer and poorer. I
was the oldest of the seven of us. My mother and myself’d be planning
and scraping to find food for the rest of them. Every day we’d see
them growing thinner and thinner. Oh, _mavrone_, the pity of it! And
they looking at us betimes as if we were cheating them of their bit
of a sup! Sometimes now in the dark I see them come to my bed, with
their soft eyes begging for bread, and we having naught to give them.
Brigid--she was the youngest of them all--died. Then my father went.
“I used to go down to the sea and hunt the wrack for bits of food.
There by the shore I would look over here to America and pray, day
after day, that the Lord would send to us some help before my mother
should go. You don’t know what it is to pray, Shauneen. Your father
cannot teach you and your mother hopes you’ll never learn. For prayer
is born in agony, _avick_, and grief and loss and sorrow. But because
you are the son of my soul I pray for you that life may teach you
prayer. For when you come to the end of the road, Shauneen, you’ll know
that ’tis not the smoothness of the way, but the height of it and the
depth of it, that measures your travelling. Far, far down in the depths
I went when I prayed over there on the bleak coast of Connaught.
“God answered my prayer. There came from America food to us. There
came, too, the chance for me to come here with the promise of work
to do. ’Twas a drear day when I left home. How I cursed England as I
looked back on the hills of Cork harbor, all green and smiling as if
never a blight had cast its shadow behind them!
“’Twas a long, dreary sailing. Nine weeks we were in the crossing. A
lifetime I thought it was between the day I looked on the western sea
from the Connaught mountains and the day when I stood here looking back
toward home. Sure life is full of lifetimes like those.”
She paused a moment, but I felt as if I were under a spell that I must
not break by word of mine. A cloud came over the moon and all around us
grew shadowy. The big throb that the city always beats at night kept
sounding like the thrumming of an orchestra waiting for the violin solo
to start.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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