When she spoke again her voice had changed more to her every-day tone.
“Well, I raised your father,” she said, “and I thought I was raising
him well. My arms were strong. I worked at the wash-tub morning, noon,
and night. It wasn’t long till I had a laundry of my own. I thought to
give my son all that I’d ever wanted for myself. Perhaps that was where
I made my mistake. I thought too much of the things that money can buy
in those years when money was so hard to earn. Perhaps ’twas myself and
no other who taught your father the cold, hard things of life, though,
God knows, I’d no thought to do it. He’s a good man in many ways, but
he’s not the man I want you to be. He’s a good hater but he’s not a
good lover. And, faith, what’s there in life but love?”
I moved a little then, and my grandmother swung me around, with her two
hands on my shoulders, and, blind as she is, stared at me as if she
were looking right down into my heart. “Shauneen,” she said, “I have
prayed, day and night, that your father might be to America the good
citizen his father was. I have prayed that if America should ever need
him he would stand ready for her call. I have prayed that he’d love
America as I have loved America. I love Ireland, _mavrone_. Always in
my heart do I see her hills as they looked on the morning I looked back
on them from the sea. But I love America, too, and I wanted my son to
love her even more than I do. I’ve wanted him to love this land as my
fathers and their fathers loved Ireland. ’Twas not that I wanted him
to forget my land; when he was a lad like you I’d tell him tales of
Ireland’s glory and of Ireland’s woe. How was I to know that all it
would do for him was to rouse the black hate for England? I taught him
love for Ireland, but never did I teach him to set my land above his
own.
“For ’twas America gave us our chance, Shauneen, when we’d no other
place on earth to seek. Hard days we’ve known here, too, days when
even the children jeered at us, but we’ve never felt the hand of the
oppressor upon us since we touched our feet on these shores. We’ve been
free and we’ve prospered. Fine houses we have and fine clothes; and
’tis a long day since I knew the pinch of hunger. This is our debt.
Tell me again, Shauneen, what you see out there?”
I told her of the shining lights, of the funnels of the steamers,
of the piled piers, of the little oyster-boats, of the great liners
waiting the word for their sailing.
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