“Don’t you know better,” she asked her, “and you eighteen years married
to him, than to ask John not to do something you don’t want him to do?”
My mother began to cry as we heard the banging of the door after my
father. “Well, if you can do nothing else,” my grandmother said, “you’d
better be off to church. Keep your eyes open, Shauneen,” she warned me
while my mother was getting her hat and coat.
* * * * *
It was a grand night, with the evening star low in the sky, like a
lamp, and the big yellow moon just rising in the east. The wind blew
sharp and salt off the water, but there was a promise of spring in the
air, saying that it must be almost baseball time. We went over to the
Jesuit church, walking slowly all the way. There we knelt in the dark
until I was stiff. As we came out my mother stopped at the holy-water
font. “John,” she said, “will you promise me that if you ever marry
you’ll never set any cause but God’s above your wife?”
“No, ma’am, I won’t,” I said, vaguely understanding that my father had
hurt my mother by his refusal to stay at home, and wondering what cause
he had set above her. As we walked toward the car-line I remembered
what Joe Carey had told me of Mattie Kleiner’s speech about my father.
“Do you have to go to Ireland to die for Ireland?” I asked her. She
clutched my hand. “My grandfather died for Ireland,” she said, “and he
wasn’t the first of his line to die for her. But I pray God that he may
have been the last.” She said no more till we came into our own house.
My grandmother was still at the window of the dining-room. There was
no light, and my mother did not make one. “There was another telephone
call,” my grandmother said. “Norah answered it. ’Twas the newspaper
calling again for John to ask about the meeting. She said she knew
nothing about it and that no one was here to answer.”
“Do you suppose,” I said, “it was detectives?”
They said nothing, and I could feel a big lump coming up my throat. I
thought they might not have heard me until my grandmother said: “Do you
know, Kate, where the meeting is.”
“I don’t know, and I don’t want to know,” my mother cried. She turned
to me sharply. “Go to bed, John,” she said.
“I know where the meetings are,” I blurted out, eager enough for any
excuse to put off the hateful order. “They’re at Mattie Kleiner’s
house, because he hides on the stairs when they come, and he heard them
take the oath.”
“Is that Matthew Kleiner’s boy?” my grandmother asked, so quietly that
I thought she had not realized the importance of my news.
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Go to bed, Shauneen.” She repeated my mother’s order.
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