My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
I wondered anxiously what part I should take in this religious comedy,
for, considering that I was now treated as a little personage, I had no
doubt that some _rôle_ would be given to me. The very thought of it made
me tremble beforehand. I began to get quite nervous; my hands became
quite cold, my heart beat furiously, and my temples throbbed. I did not
approach, but remained sulkily seated on my stool when Mother St.
Thérèse said in her calm voice:
“Young ladies, please pay attention, and listen to your names and the
different parts:
_Tobit_ EUGÉNIE CHARMEL
_Tobias_ AMÉLIE PLUCHE
_Gabael_ RENÉE D’ARVILLE
_The Angel Raphael_ LOUISE BUGUET
_Tobias’s mother_ EULALIE LACROIX
_Tobias’s sister_ VIRGINIE DEPAUL.”
I had been listening, although pretending not to, and I was stupefied,
amazed, and furious. Mother St. Thérèse then added, “Here are your
manuscripts, young ladies,” and a manuscript of the little play was
handed to each pupil chosen to take part in it.
Louise Buguet was my favourite playmate, and I went up to her and asked
her to let me see her manuscript, which I read over enthusiastically.
“You’ll make me rehearse, when I know my part, won’t you?” she asked,
and I answered, “Yes, certainly.”
“Oh, how frightened I shall be!” she said.
She had been chosen for the angel, I suppose, because she was as pale
and sweet as a moonbeam. She had a soft, timid voice, and sometimes we
used to make her cry, as she was so pretty then. The tears used to flow
limpid and pearl-like from her grey, questioning eyes.
She began at once to learn her part, and I was like a shepherd’s dog
going from one to another among the chosen ones. It had really nothing
to do with me, but I wanted to be “in it.” The Mother Superior passed
by, and as we all curtseyed to her she patted my cheek.
“We thought of you, little girl,” she said, “but you are so timid when
you are asked anything.”
“Oh, that’s when it is history or arithmetic,” I said. “This is not the
same thing, and I should not have been afraid.”
She smiled distrustfully and moved on. There were rehearsals during the
next week. I asked to be allowed to take the part of the monster, as I
wanted to have some _rôle_ in the play at any cost. It was decided,
though, that César, the convent dog, should be the fish monster.
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