My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
“No, certainly not,” put in the purser dryly. He was a very amiable man,
but very touchy.
“Well then, what should you do?” I asked.
“What would _you_ do?” asked the captain, highly amused at the annoyed
expression on the purser’s face.
“I—oh, I should have a ship for emigrants and a ship for passengers, and
I think that would be only just.”
“Yes, but it would be ruinous.”
“No; the one for wealthy people would be a steamer like this, and the
one for emigrants a sailing vessel.”
“But that too would be unjust, Madame, for the steamer would go more
quickly than the sailing boat.”
“That would not matter at all,” I argued. “Wealthy people are always in
a hurry, and the poor never are. And then, considering what is awaiting
them in the land to which they are going——”
“It is the Promised Land.”
“Oh, poor things! poor things! with their Promised Land! Dakota or
Colorado.... In the day-time they have the sun which makes their brains
boil, scorches the ground, dries up the springs, and brings forth
endless numbers of mosquitoes to sting their bodies and try their
patience. The Promised Land!... At night they have the terrible cold to
make their eyes smart, to stiffen their joints and ruin their lungs. The
Promised Land! It is just death in some out-of-the-world place after
fruitless appeals to the justice of their fellow countrymen. They will
breathe their life out in a sob or in a terrible curse of hatred. God
will have mercy on them though, for it is piteous to think that all
these poor creatures are delivered over, with their feet bound by
suffering and their hands bound by hope, to the slave-drivers who trade
in white slaves. And when I think that the money is in the purser’s
cash-box which the slave-driver has paid for the transport of all these
poor creatures! Money that has been collected by rough hands or
trembling fingers. Poor money economised, copper by copper, tear by
tear. When I think of all this it makes me wish that we could be
shipwrecked, that _we_ could be all killed and all of them saved.”
With these words I hurried away to my cabin to have a good cry, for I
was seized with a great love for humanity and intense grief that I could
do nothing, absolutely nothing!
The following morning I woke late, as I had not fallen asleep until very
late. My cabin was full of visitors, and they were all holding small
parcels half concealed. I rubbed my sleepy eyes, and could not quite
understand the meaning of this invasion.
“My dear Sarah,” said Madame Guérard, coming to me and kissing me,
“don’t imagine that this day, your _fête_ day, could be forgotten by
those who love you.”
“Oh,” I exclaimed, “is it the 23rd?”
“Yes, and here is the first of the remembrances from the absent ones.”
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