My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
He then took my hand. I felt an instinctive horror at his, for it was
flabby, and there was no life or sincerity in its grasp. I quickly took
mine away and looked at him. He was plain, with a red face and eyes that
avoided one’s gaze. As I was going away I met Coquelin, who, hearing I
was there, had waited to see me. He had made his _début_ a year before
with great success.
“Well, it’s settled then!” he said gaily.
I showed him the contract and shook hands with him. I went quickly down
the stairs, and just as I was leaving the theatre found myself in the
midst of a group in the doorway.
“Are you satisfied?” asked a gentle voice which I recognised as M.
Doucet’s.
“Oh yes, Monsieur; thank you so much,” I answered.
“But my dear child, I have nothing to do with it,” he said.
“Your competition was not at all good, but nevertheless we feel sure of
you,” put in M. Régnier, and then turning to Camille Doucet he asked,
“What do you say, Excellency?”
“I think that this child will be a very great artist,” he replied.
There was a silence for a moment.
“Well, you have got a fine carriage!” exclaimed Beauvallet rudely. He
was the first tragedian of the Comédie, and the most uncouth man in
France or anywhere else.
“This carriage belongs to Mademoiselle’s aunt,” remarked Camille Doucet,
shaking hands with me gently.
“Oh—well, I am glad to hear that,” answered the tragedian.
I then stepped into the carriage which had caused such a sensation at
the theatre, and drove away. On reaching home I took the contract to my
mother. She signed it without reading it.
I made my mind resolutely to be some one _quand-même_.
A few days after my engagement at the Comédie Française my aunt gave a
dinner-party. Among her guests were the Duc de Morny, Camille Doucet and
the Minister of Fine Arts, M. de Walewski, Rossini, my mother, Mlle. de
Brabender, and I. During the evening a great many other people came. My
mother had dressed me very elegantly, and it was the first time I had
worn a really low dress. Oh, how uncomfortable I was! Every one paid me
great attention. Rossini asked me to recite some poetry, and I consented
willingly, glad and proud to be of some little importance. I chose
Casimir Delavigne’s poem, “_L’Ame du Purgatoire_.” “That should be
spoken with music as an accompaniment,” exclaimed Rossini when I came to
an end. Every one approved this idea, and Walewski said; “Mademoiselle
will begin again, and you could improvise, _cher maître_.”
There was great excitement, and I at once began again. Rossini
improvised the most delightful harmony, which filled me with emotion. My
tears flowed freely without my being conscious of them, and at the end
my mother kissed me, saying: “This is the first time that you have
really moved me.”
As a matter of fact, she adored music, and it was Rossini’s
improvisation that had moved her.
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