My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah BernhardtBernhardt, Sarah
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My Double Life: The Memoirs of Sarah Bernhardt
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- France -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923
The following day I went to the Gymnase. I was kept waiting for some
little time, together with about fifty other girls. M. Monval, a cynical
old man who was stage manager and almost general manager, then
interviewed us. I liked him at first, because he was like M. Guérard,
but I very soon disliked him. His way of looking at me, of speaking to
me, and of taking stock of me generally roused my ire at once. I
answered his questions curtly, and our conversation, which seemed likely
to take an aggressive turn, was cut short by the arrival of M. Montigny,
the manager.
“Which of you is Mademoiselle Sarah Bernhardt?” he asked.
I at once rose, and he continued, “Will you come into my office,
Mademoiselle?”
Montigny had been an actor, and was plump and good-humoured. He appeared
to be somewhat infatuated with his own personality, with his ego, but
that did not matter to me.
After some friendly conversation, he preached a little to me about my
outburst at the Comédie, and made me a great many promises about the
_rôles_ I should have to play. He prepared my contract, and gave it me
to take home for my mother’s signature and that of my family council.
“I am emancipated,” I said to him, “so that my own signature is all that
is required.”
“Oh, very good,” he said; “but what nonsense to have emancipated a self-
willed girl. Your parents did not do you a good turn by that.”
I was just on the point of replying that what my parents chose to do did
not concern him, but I held my peace, signed the contract, and hurried
home feeling very joyful.
Montigny kept his word at first. He let me understudy Victoria
Lafontaine, a young artist very much in vogue just then, who had the
most delightful talent. I played in _La maison sans enfants_, and I took
her _rôle_ at a moment’s notice in _Le démon du jeu_, a piece which made
a great success. I was fairly good in both plays, but Montigny, in spite
of my entreaties, never came to see me in them, and the spiteful stage
manager played me no end of tricks. I used to feel a sullen anger
stirring within me, and I struggled with myself as much possible to keep
my nerves calm.
One evening, on leaving the theatre, a notice was handed to me
requesting me to be present at the reading of a play the following day.
Montigny had promised me a good part, and I fell asleep that night
lulled by fairies, who carried me off into the land of glory and
success. On arriving at the theatre I found Blanche Pierson and Céline
Montalant already there—two of the prettiest creatures that God has been
pleased to create, the one as fair as the rising sun, and the other as
dark as a starry night, for she was brilliant-looking in spite of her
black hair. There were other women there, too—very, very pretty ones.
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