My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
Of course all these vexatious measures depended a good deal on the
personality of the officer in charge of the interior arrangements and
guard of the Palace. If he were a humane man things would not be so
bad, but if he happened to belong to the ranks of the rabid republicans
or anarchists there was not an obstacle that he did not put in our way
or an unpleasantness that he spared us. I remember one of the latter
who, one morning when I was expecting a parcel containing a new blouse
from the Empress’s dressmaker, absolutely refused to let it pass until
I had unpicked the lining to prove to him that no letter or message
had been concealed between it and the stuff itself. It was the young
Grand Duchesses who were most to be pitied among the prisoners of
Czarskoi Selo. The girls were the sweetest things imaginable, and their
beautiful characters came out in a splendid light during that trying
time when, at an age where girls generally know only the sunny side
of life, they had to become acquainted and to be actors in one of the
greatest tragedies history has ever had to chronicle. And yet they
realised perhaps even better than did their father and mother, the
full extent of the drama which was being played around them. Olga, in
particular, seemed to have a forewarning that it was only beginning and
that it might end in blood just as it had begun in tears. She was a
clever, thoughtful woman, with a considerable amount of common sense,
and sometimes she used to confide to me her apprehensions in regard
to the future. “If the Germans get near to Petrograd, or if a new
revolution breaks out there,” she often said, “we shall be its first
victims, and either the mob or the Government will put us to death.”
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