My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
The Empress’ piano was a splendid instrument by Erard, and had been a
wedding present from her mother-in-law. She preferred it to all the
others that she possessed, and when the Court settled at Czarskoi Selo
definitely, not returning to the Winter Palace more than for a few
hours, she had it removed there, and played on it up to the time she
was sent into that Siberian exile whence perhaps she will never return.
The baptism of the Grand Duchess Olga was the signal for Court
festivities to be resumed after the period of mourning for Alexander
III. was over. Balls were again given in the Winter Palace, though
its young mistress did not much care for dancing, but they were of
shorter duration, and not half so lively as those of past times. For
one thing the Empress was herself nursing her little daughter, much
to the indignation of her relatives, who considered that it was not
a befitting thing to do in her position, and she liked to retire
early. At all these receptions she was lovely in appearance, and was
gorgeously dressed, perhaps too gorgeously, and she certainly made a
splendid apparition when she entered a ballroom. But people thought her
dull, and found her devoid of that kind of conversation which goes by
the name of “small talk.” She was far too frank to hide her feelings,
and could not bring herself to show herself amused whilst in reality
she felt bored. This was noticed, and of course resented. People expect
one to be interested in their doings and sayings, and an Empress who
hardly ever smiled did not tally with their estimate of what she ought
to have been, so that with one thing and another, the winter season,
generally so brilliant in St. Petersburg, and to which one had looked
forward eagerly after the sad one which had preceded it, did not prove
the success that was expected. Alexandra Feodorovna was fast becoming
unpopular, simply because she would not lower herself to the level of
those who criticised her so openly and so persistently.
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