My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
the Czarina’s favourite airs, when she would listen with attention, but
this seldom occurred except on Sundays. The dinner was an elaborate
affair, composed principally of Russian dishes, for Nicholas II.
disliked French sauces and French menus, and used to say that what he
preferred was plain and excellent Russian fare. The kind of fish called
Sterlet was a favourite of his, also a pudding which went by the name
of Gourieswkaya Kacha, or gruel, and which was really very good. The
Empress was absolutely indifferent to what she ate or drank, and would
have been perfectly satisfied to exist on oatmeal and eggs. The only
thing she was particular about was her tea, which she wanted to be made
very strong, and the brand she preferred was one in which green tea was
mixed with black; she utterly repudiated Indian or Ceylon tea, giving
her preference to Chinese caravan.
As the Imperial children grew up, their mother adopted the custom of
spending most of her time with them when the state of her health so
allowed. She had always been very delicate, and developed violent
nervous headaches which totally prostrated her and confined her to her
bed in a dark room, sometimes for two or three days at a time. These
attacks left her terribly weak, and she would require care and quiet
to get over them. Sometimes another attack would overpower her before
the effects of the first one had passed away. This was the origin of
the rumour that she was an unnatural mother who for days did not allow
her daughters to approach her. Nothing of the kind ever took place, but
when my poor mistress was laid up her sufferings were so intense that
sometimes the sound of a footstep in the next room would add to the
agony which she endured, and of course she had to be left alone at such
periods. But the world, always cruel and unjust in regard to her, would
have it that she confined herself in her apartments because she could
not bear her children, and it pitied them in consequence.
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