My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile — John Shaqi
My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
Owing to the haste with which the royal wedding was celebrated there
was no time to prepare in advance suitable apartments for the Czar and
his bride in any of the Imperial palaces either in St. Petersburg or
in Czarskoi Selo. The latter residence had from the very first been
spoken of as the future abode of the young couple, being a favourite
one with the new Sovereign. But the Alexander Palace, the only one
which was more or less adapted to the exigencies of modern life, had
not been inhabited since the death of the Empress Marie Alexandrovna,
the Consort of Alexander II., and required to be entirely overhauled.
The Winter Palace, too, was in want of renovation, and particularly
unsuitable, as the young Empress had expressed a wish to have the
apartments which she was to occupy newly furnished, according to her
own tastes and ideas. The result of this state of things was that
the newly married couple spent the first months of their wedded life
in the Anitschkoff Palace, the residence of the Dowager Empress, in
the small rooms which had been occupied by Nicholas II. as a bachelor,
rooms that were anything but comfortable, and where there was not even
sufficient place for the wardrobe of the bride, who, besides, found
herself without a sitting-room of her own, and had to borrow that of
her mother-in-law whenever she wished to receive any one.
Of course this was not pleasant for her, and I will add that it put
her from the very outset in a false position which she felt acutely.
She was being treated like a child, and she would not have been human
had she been pleased with the situation. During the first weeks of her
marriage, when the whole court was still in deep mourning for the late
Czar, it did not perhaps matter as much as it would have done later
on, or under different circumstances, but still it was disagreeable.
The Dowager Empress was, in her way, just such an authoritative
character as was her daughter-in-law, therefore the two ladies soon
found themselves in strong opposition, and, though they did not own to
it, became heartily tired of each other. Six weeks after the wedding
Alexandra Feodorovna persuaded her husband to go for one week to
Czarskoi Selo, and when she returned to St. Petersburg I found that a
considerable change had taken place in her manners and bearing, much
of her former diffidence and shyness having disappeared. She began to
decide for herself certain things she would not have dreamt of doing
before without having consulted her mother-in-law, and she organised
her personal existence after her own heart. The first changes which she
introduced concerned her maids’ attendance upon her, and she called me
into her presence one morning to discuss them at length, refusing to
listen to some observations which I thought it my duty to make to her.
In my opinion it would have been better to have waited until we had
moved out of the Anitschkoff Palace before altering the rules which
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