My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
with all her other attendants, and with trembling hearts we awaited
the verdict of the doctors as to her safety and the sex of the infant
for whose advent we were watching with such intense interest. It was
noon, and the great clock of the castle of Peterhof had just been heard
striking the twelve strokes announcing it, when a child’s cry broke
the silence of the room where the Empress was lying, and then Doctor
Ott, her physician, turned towards the Czar, standing pale and worried
beside his Consort, with the word: “I congratulate Your Majesty on the
birth of a Czarevitsch.”
Nicholas II. did not reply. He stood as if dazed by the unexpected
news. No one spoke or interrupted his meditation, but all devoted
themselves to the Empress, who was still under the effects of the
chloroform that had been administered to her. When she opened her eyes
she looked so weak that no one dared to tell her the good news, but
she seemed to read it in the face of her husband, because she suddenly
exclaimed: “Oh, it cannot be true; it cannot be true. Is it really a
boy?”
Nicholas II. fell on his knees beside her and burst into tears, the
first and only ones I had ever seen him shed.
[Illustration: _International Film Service_
THE EX-CZAREVITCH]
The birth of an heir to the throne was an event of such magnitude
that it absorbed for some time the whole attention of the public, and
diverted it from all that was taking place in the Far East. For his
parents it came as a consolation after long years of waiting, and
seemed to have been destined to comfort them for the disasters which
were taking place at the front. The Czar could not restrain his joy,
and at every moment he used to speak of “his son,” and to look out
for occasions to pronounce the magic words, “My Boy.” The Empress’s
happiness was less buoyant but just as intense, perhaps even more so,
for this opportune arrival of the little man whom one had already left
off expecting improved considerably her own position, and gave her an
importance which had been denied to her before. She became passionately
attached to this child of promise, and almost painfully and morbidly
devoted to him. Unfortunately he proved a most delicate little mortal,
and for the first years that followed upon his birth the doctors who
attended him hardly hoped they would be able to save his life. He was
born with an organic disease, or rather defect, a weakness of the
blood vessels which ruptured on the slightest provocation, causing
hemorrhages that sometimes could not be stopped for hours. For a long
time his condition was hidden from the public, but at last concealment
became impossible, especially after an attack which occurred about two
years before the great war, which was of so serious a nature that the
child’s life was absolutely despaired of. A few months before this
he had been obliged to undergo an operation for hernia and had hardly
recovered from the effects of it when an accident brought about the
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