My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
hemhorrhage which for weeks resisted every remedy employed to stop
it. These were anxious times for the parents, and the Empress’s hair
changed colour and showed streaks of grey before her son was at last
pronounced out of danger.
I have spoken at length of this serious illness of the little Alexis
because so many ridiculous tales were put into circulation concerning
it, tales which were as malicious as they were foundationless. The
small heir of Nicholas II. was never the object of any attack of
nihilists, and all the detailed circumstances which some newspapers
related concerning him were all of them pure invention. It is
sufficient to say that when he became ill the Imperial family were not
on their yacht, but were staying at one of the Czar’s shooting boxes at
Spala in Poland. I have often wondered who could have had an interest
in giving publicity to the ridiculous and distressing tale which is to
this day firmly believed by many people outside of Russia.
When the Grand Duke was able to be moved his parents returned to
Czarskoi Selo, whence they went for many months to the Crimea, the mild
climate of which was considered to be necessary for his convalescence.
But for more than two years after this attack the boy was not allowed
to walk, and was constantly carried about in the arms of a sailor from
the Imperial yacht whom he had taken into his affection, and who to
this day is with him, having chosen to accompany him to Siberia. This
necessity of having to exhibit, so to say, a sick child, was most
painful to the feelings of the Empress, whose maternal pride was hurt
by the knowledge that the whole of Russia was commenting on it and
pitying the Emperor for having an heir in such a sad state of health.
She was also continually subjected to the railleries of her husband’s
family that reproached her for having, as one of the Grand Duchesses
once expressed it, “contaminated the Romanoffs with the diseases of
her own race.” There was some truth in the accusation, because the
illness from which the boy suffered was hereditary in the Saxe-Coburg
family, and had been brought into the House of Hesse by the Princess
Alice, the mother of the Empress, whose own brother, the Duke of
Albany, had died from the effects of it at Cannes. The worst thing
about it was that one could never know when it was going to break out
afresh. The slightest knock was sufficient to bring on an attack, and
one can imagine how far from easy it was to watch over every movement
of a lively boy full of fun and high spirited, such as Alexis proved
to be. On the other hand this physical infirmity (for it could hardly
be called anything else) had this result that the child got to be
inordinately spoiled. The mother was afraid to contradict him or to
refuse to submit to any of his caprices, because she had been told that
it was dangerous for him even to cry, as any exertion of his lungs or
throat might bring about the rupture of some blood vessel. One may
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