My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exileMouchanow, Marfa
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My empress; twenty-three years of intimate life with the empress of all the Russias from her marriage to the day of her exile
Mouchanow, Marfa
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
great misfortune was that she lived in great times, and that she had
no greatness in her to meet them. This was a calamity, but by no means
caused by her own fault.
Sometimes she was touching in the attention she gave to the smallest
detail connected with the training and the welfare of her children. One
may say that even before the great catastrophe which fell upon her, her
attention had been entirely concentrated on her babes. She liked to be
present at all the daily routine of their existences, and whenever her
daughters were to be produced before some of their relatives, she made
it a point to superintend their toilet, and to brush their long hair.
The girls were generally dressed in white, winter and summer, and it
was only when they had reached their twelfth year that she consented
to dress them in dark colours during their school hours. But even then
they had to change for dinner and to appear before their parents in the
light gowns their mother was so fond of. Their clothes were always made
in the best houses, and their linen just as dainty and magnificent as
their mother’s. In summer and on board the Imperial yacht, they were
generally attired in sailor hats and blouses, and were allowed to run
about as much as they liked, and to talk to the officers and sailors.
They shared their mother’s love for the sea, and the six weeks or so
that these annual excursions in the Finnish waters lasted were the real
holidays of the children as well as of the Empress.
The latter has also been accused of not showing any amiability in
regard to the foreign guests who from time to time visited the Court
of Czarskoi Selo. In this there may have been a certain amount of
truth, but the apparent coldness of the young Czarina proceeded from
the everlasting fear which haunted her that she might be compromised
by showing herself too effusive towards strangers. She knew that
any attention she showed to her visitors would be widely commented
upon, and as these with few exceptions were German princes, this
circumstance added to her embarrassment, because she was very well
aware that she was supposed to harbour strong Teuton sympathies. In
regard to her English relatives she was handicapped, because the Queen
of Great Britain was the sister of the Empress Dowager, and when she
came to Rewal with King Edward, she was naturally more with Marie
Feodorovna than with the niece with whom she had so very little in
common, and who had done nothing whatever to win her sympathies.
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