Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
The house was lost, but she was determined to regain it. It was hers by
the deeply imbedded elements of memory, hers by all the fragrant, richly
toned ideas that had grown with her own growth. She looked now at her
first memory of the earth and saw in it its enhanced qualities as they
had come to her first-seeing. She knew that she had been born at the
farm, Linden Hill, but that she had been brought to the town house a
few months after her birth, when Linden Hill had passed to other hands.
She saw, as if it were a super-drama where time and event are enlarged,
herself at play as a little child at the foot of the large rough stone
chimney in the east wall, and she knew the soil there intimately with
her eyes and with her fingertips, for in the drama she had dug into it
with a small spade and had shaped it with her hands. A few herbs such as
sorrel and dwarf mint grew there, and a little beyond, away from the damp
of the wall, were the first clover blossoms. She saw her hand prodding
into the earth to find out its way, her head bent low to see and to smell
the crumpled soil. Her mind was fixed now to regain the visible sign of
the old play, to keep the trail that led back to her first-knowledge.
She saw how the great trunk of the elm tree came out of the earth,
deeply wrinkled and gray or black, as the light fell. Among the floating
festoons of leaves overhead, a sharp sudden cry, remembered, so real
and vivid as to be cruelly felt, had struck her with a quick and joyous
pleasure which was like a recognition—and she had heard her first
bird-song. “At these points I am attached to the earth,” she thought,
looking at her moving hands, her feet, her memories, at the sorrel and
ivy of memory. Aunt Bet had gone to another place without regret or
outcry, and Siver was gone. She taught her class with fervor. “I perceive
the earth, myself imbedded into it, attached to it at all points,” she
thought, “sinking at each moment into it.”
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