Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
He told her how she might stay certain creditors and hold the house for
a short time. “Until you can look about you a little,” he said. He had
taken his hat from the table and had placed the memoranda on the piano.
She might rent a part of the house, retaining a part of it for herself,
he suggested. “Until you get used to things and can look about you a
little.” She had already floated far from the hour and the interview in
her apathy, in the numbness following the acceptance of the disclosures.
He would give her any advice he could, he said; she might always apply to
him. Apply for what? she wondered, and she closed the house door, looking
intently at the door-frame, at the latch, at the baseboard and the floor,
seeing them for the first time, seeing them as her possessions.
Horace did not return from Paducah. Time passed. He wrote once hurriedly
asking her to send his clothing, or again, much later, he expressed
affection and said that he had entered a law firm. In his final letter he
said, “My practice needs new life and this city offers a splendid field.
I shall start life anew. I shall grow younger every day in this new
field. The broad river spreads out before me as I pen these lines.”
She walked through the house day after day, her house, experiencing
ownership, making certain her knowledge of the place through which she
had moved since first she could remember. She saw the stairway intently
each time she mounted it, and saw the cabinets where the Indian hatchets
and flints lay. She owned the house with a deep passion, possessed it,
brick laid on brick in the chimney, the sagging floor of the upper
gallery, the upper chambers. She had rented a part of it to a small
family, retaining the parlor and the chamber above, and she had her meals
at the renters’ table.
Frank looked at her complacently now across the space of the parlor.
She saw the deeply subordinated admiration in his eyes which had their
advice from his life design. He would sit at ease in his chair beside the
lamp, Albert’s place, and listen to her playing, more at ease now that
Albert and Conway were gone. His large, rugged, unbalanced face induced
a thought of solid strength, of simplicity. “You could work him out by a
formula,” she thought, as she saw him appropriate her music to his hour
of relaxation. He had an office in the court square of the town and his
talk was of wills, deeds, farms, contracts, or foreclosures, unless he
remembered to quote from his favorite poets. He remembered the poets
often. As a formula he sat now, out before the walls of the parlor,
detached from her determination to keep her house, her inheritance.
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