Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
Each Sunday came the gayety of putting on the favored dress, the best
muslin. There would be the tying of the sash, an anxious ceremony, a
flutter of petticoats brushing at the knees, the happiness of the Sunday
hat. There would be the sprig of honeysuckle to wear at the breast,
or a rosebud brought in from the garden for Theodosia, brought by her
grandfather and presented, “A morning gift to a little lady, a posy to
set off her pretties.” Then, in the church, the clatter of greetings and
pleasure in one’s coming. “Here’s a seat. Sit here. Glad you came.... How
sweet she looks.... How sweet we all look, all the little folks. This
bright Sabbath morning....”
Then the business of getting settled, the text asked all around. The
hour grew long and time was suppressed. Time lost all elasticity and
became a fixed substance. The seat turned hard like the impenetrable
words; the seat pressed with infinite woodenness at her flattened thighs
and her pointed spine. Adam was equal. Moses had been given the law.
Holy Men taught by the Holy Ghost had written the book. They were all
undiscernible with age, older than the earth, Adam, Eve the woman. Would
she be Mrs. Eve? Or Miss Eve? Who ever heard of a woman named Eve? She
was rejected entirely. The whole hour was sunk, Adam, Moses, Eve, God,
Want-of-conformity, Holy Men, sunk into unyielding time. Men far across
the church were shaking hands, curious persons, playing at living, but
in earnest about it. The foreknowledge continued to arise with Adam,
who was in all equal, and through him we are all born in sin. Once into
the hour flashed a meaning, a clear thought, a sum toward which all was
momentarily moved, the relation never clear but the summary comprehended:
To do good, to act right.
All the little girls were dressed in muslins and some of them were
perfumed. The lady teacher wore tight kid gloves and smelled of some
sweet stuff, her shining shoe just peeping from the edge of her dress.
One little girl would tell of a sin she knew of. Somebody she would not
name had said a book was hers when it was really her sister’s.
“That was very wrong,” the lady said. “That was a lie, and God looks into
our hearts and knows when we lie. You can deceive another person but you
cannot deceive God, for God knows all things.”
“And I knew a boy,” another child said, “and he found a ball and kept it
for his own because he found it.”
“That was wrong too,” the lady said, a hard voice, “for he might have
found the owner of the ball if he had tried. You cannot escape the eye of
God. He sees all we do and looks into every heart. We can never deceive
God, for He knows our inmost thoughts.”
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