Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
A pleasant sense of Frank gathered in and out of her sleep, Frank
representative of something he was not, blended with the positive he
signified and become one with it. A warmth as of life crept over her,
memories that were symbols and dim anticipations. Half dreaming, her
body knew that it would be renewed by his presence, that her beauty
would be restored by his praise, that he would drape her scarf about her
shoulders and set her hair to the way he liked. “It’s pretty this way,
soft ripples in it,” a kind voice said, more kind than the voices of the
dialogues. Kind voices were speaking now, voices of praise, giving warm
life and the warm flow of blood through her members. The passage through
the door receded and flattened to a mere saying, a doctrine. The kindness
of Frank suffused her and the need of him ran over her. She knew clearly
then the strength of his body as it was warm with life, his hands full
of life-blood, his limbs rich with the throb of their joy. The odor of
life was about him, the strength of people, of places, of people talking
together.
* * * * *
A gentle rain had begun to fall and the snow of the day before would
melt. She had waded to the wood-lot through the running snow and had
brought in the last of the wood, six or eight pieces, piled now at the
side of her hearth. A winter light lay on the running leaves of gray and
silver and a winter apathy was settled deeply into the stilled vignettes
at the border, the woodpeckers knocking at the recurring tendrils that
spread about the faded roses. The day, Wednesday, seemed on tiptoe, aware
of itself. She could scarcely remember whether she had been down to her
aunt’s room for the noon meal or not. The light lying along the ceiling
seemed to be an afternoon light, but the drifting of the rain across the
air suggested morning. She tried to recall some detail of the descent
for the food which would make the memory of it differ from every other
descent. A picture of the old dog, Tilly, moving across the hearth near
the baking pones of bread and lying down heavily on the stones beyond
the hearth-rug came again and again. The dog had opened her mouth near
the hot pone but she had drawn away, closing her mouth slowly with a
yawn-spasm jerking her lower jaw, and just at that instant the clock on
the mantel had begun to strike some hour.
THIRD VOICE: She’s already dead, already dead. She died one
night. Anyhow they found her on the old rags down before the
fire, dead, in the room with five old crazy hounds. Found her
on the floor rolled up in a knot, dead where she’d been asleep.
Five insane old dogs, half-starved, in the room all night. She
died on the floor with the dogs.
SECOND VOICE: This house, it’s full of devils, full of demons,
full of devils.
THIRD VOICE: Her bed had not been slept in for months on end.
Dust on the pillows. Dead, she is, already.
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