Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
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Mome is disposed now, it is not a place now, is an actual substance as
it was in the beginning, is become entirely what it always was. It has
lost its delusion. No one ever called it now by a name.
It is the four-arc’d clock of the seasons ticking its tick-tock around
the year, and it is the mid-winter spring song of the joree bird, the
Carolina wren, when he tee-teedle tee-teedle tee-deets on a high bare
bough on a bright morning in January, spring not being here, not being
there, not being anywhere.
It is the will to say, the power never being sufficient, the reach
toward the last word—less than word, half-word, quarter-word, minimum of
a word—that shrinks more inwardly and farthest toward its center when
it is supplicated, that cries back, “Come,” or “Here, here I am,” when
it is unsought. It is the act of looking when the mirror of the earth
looks back into a creature, back into quickened nerves and raw sensitive
feelers that run to the ends of a town, gray and white threads, living
threads, knotted into a net and contrived to catch and to hold pleasure
and pain, chiefly to hold pain.
It is the beauty of the thing itself welling up within itself continually
in a constant rebirth, a resurrection. At any point it partakes of the
whole nature of itself—like an onion.
It is nobody’s useless old cat, having been stoned three times to death
and left by boys in a tin-can heap at the bottom of a gully in Dee
Young’s pasture, arising, one eye hanging by a thread, to cry “meauw” on
a woman’s kitchen doorstep and to drink warm milk from a brown saucer.
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