Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
It seemed to Theodosia then that the air would split asunder with a great
crash, the flaw centering in her aunt’s hands and extending two ways
across the solid of the room. She glanced at her uncle in distress and
apprehension. His smile then was open and tender, and he reached across
and touched her hand with his palm while he finished saying something to
her grandfather, and then he said:
“What does Ladybug want? I know what’ll be good for her. Doe, le’s pour
some more cream in her milk, outen the cream pitcher. Take this glass
around to Miss Doe, Lucas. She needs it to grow on. Growen like a weed
now, Ladybug is. What does Little Lady want on her plate? Doe, Little
Lady’s got not one thing on her plate.”
* * * * *
The memories of his college sat lightly upon his mind, guests indulgently
entertained when they were given any recognition. He had never overtaken
the attitude of learning. Anthony would bring some book to the portico
and read aloud, or he would say, “Do you remember Thomas, old Thomas?” A
professor in some college he would mean. “English letters.... He loved it
too well to teach it well....” The aunt would sit with her hands folded
in her lap, a smile that scarcely belonged to her lips hovering over the
bent hands while the man’s voice intoned the sumptuous lines. She had
heard him read all this before, but she lent herself gracefully to the
act, and Tom Singleton lowered his head, remembering, or he would glance
up at Anthony’s face when some new guest arrived and was joyously greeted
and housed for the time in elegant chambers. The reading:
Three thousand years of sleep unsheltered hours.
Anthony Bell’s hair was thinly grizzled. His hands were familiar upon the
book, his voice well-used to the words of the poets. Vertical lines lay
parallel across his cheeks. His mouth was thin-lipped and shut down at
the corners with drooping plumes, feathered lines that frayed out upon
the skin.
Tramping the slant winds on high
With golden-sandalled feet that glow....
Theodosia thought sometimes, when he read aloud, seeing his moving mouth
running perpetually along the channels of song, that he must know some
eternals, some truths, some ways unknown to her, and she would yearn with
an inner sob of longing that he might impart this thing to her, whatever
it might be. It was known to his body rather, to his delicate hands bent
lovingly at the edges of a book, his sitting posture, his mouth that
rolled out the elegant words and was unafraid of any word or saying. She
would sit quietly among these, her elders, trying to understand, gaining
a rich exaltation where the words revealed their splendor even if they
withheld their thought. She was eleven years old.
These are Jove’s tempest-walking hounds
Whom he gluts on groans and blood....
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