Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
chin like that.” “She’s as sweet as a picture. I just love to sit here
and watch her.”
* * * * *
Charlotte Bell died one cold season when the town was numb and bewildered
with the unaccustomed freezing. Few could realize her loss. When the mild
days reappeared she was somehow gone from the gallery.
Old Anthony Bell walked the garden path in the early morning in a soiled
smoking-jacket, stiff-legged, his eyes dim. Theodosia went to school at
the Seminary, or she practised at the fiddle half the day, exploring
music without guidance. She studied harmony at the school and assembled a
small group there to play quartets, her quick skill dominating. She grew
tall in a year. Her rounded breasts were up-tilted—two small graceful
cups—as if they would offer drink to some spirit of the air. She ran
swiftly from one thing to the next, the books in her grandfather’s cases,
the fiddle, the games with the other girls. “This,” her grandfather said
to her, “is the family tree of the Montfords and the Trotters. There’s a
collection of family traditions written into the blank book on the second
shelf. My mother was a Montford, and don’t you forget that, Miss.”
She read the notes in the book of records swiftly one hour while she
waited for a dance at the tobacco warehouse. She had learned to kiss with
her first lover, but she had learned to kiss more deeply with her second,
one of the boys at the Seminary, Charles Montgomery. In the kitchen at
the back of the house she would bake a cake or make a pudding to augment
Aunt Bet’s plain dinner, the cook book propped up on the music rack she
had set in the middle of the floor. Her slender legs leaped quickly from
the pantry to the table, and she made emphases unconsciously with fiddle
gestures, a long wooden spoon in her right hand. “The whites of five
eggs, it says. Have we got five, Aunt Bet? Here’s one says four whole
eggs. All right, Aunt Bet. You fire up. Gentle at first, then big later
on. Here we go.”
The movements in the streets and along the roads were becoming more
swift, and there were fewer horses in the pastures. “The horse business,
it’s ruined, plumb ruined, or soon will be,” Anthony Bell said. Theodosia
quarreled with Charles after slapping his face one night in early spring.
“You don’t know what you want,” he said.
“Maybe so,” she said. She could feel her anger rising and spreading
within, a subtle fuel in her body mounting to a swift burning in her
face. “Maybe so, but I know what I don’t want.”
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