Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
Theodosia felt abashed before the superior skill and she drew her bow
nervously over the strings at the test lesson. She was stifled into
a few days of inactivity until the new gestures set within her. She
must learn to hold the violin. To approach it with the bow. To observe
the right angle. To listen to the tone and learn the acoustics of the
instrument. Sometimes the dark woman would answer a question by playing
a phrase, a skurry of phrases, and Theodosia was half afraid of these
replies, knowing that she missed a part. Not virtuosity but good playing.
The words sang in her mind and broke a new world into a firmament, a
world fuller than the old. Theory, harmony, musical history, musical
literature, technique, the legato, the perfect legato, the singing violin
tone. The ragged chrysanthemums bloomed along the front of the house
where the south sun shone, and the fallen leaves made every footstep
clatter. The fields beyond the town, where they arose on the hills and
were seen from the windows of the house, had lost their rough lines as
they were turned under by the plow for the winter grains, were set in
order for the next growing year. Her eyes, lifted from the strings, would
rest far away on the hill field where the earth had been made new and
where it ran perpetually now with her singing legato, the brown earth
laid out brown in the autumn sun.
The music teacher came each week, her talk a bright flash from the world
far outside. She talked in half with her music and with her quick hands,
but her speech was crisp and clear. In her the master walked out upon the
concert stage and worked his bow over the strings; she gathered intensely
in her darkness and in the vibrant speed of her facile hands, her mouth
easily turning, her strong slender limbs swaying, or she tapped the bow
against her skirt as she told how the master played a movement. Her
fingers were little brains secreting the music of thought. Around her
a peculiar, scintillating half-brilliance spread like a fog of things
half-known, half-sensed; it caught at the imagination and kindled it
but gave it insufficient fuel. The man and the instrument were one. An
interpretation of life. Of mind, mood, thought, by the way of sound. Man
is speaking here. His voice. Sound brought to high refinements, nuances,
exquisite variations to make a speech for the spirit of man. The musician
knew; she flashed out of her darkness. These were days of unsatisfied
knowing. One could never have enough.
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