Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
Theodosia would wake from the deep first sleep of the night and see the
rectangles of the high windows turn to pale silver with the winter dawn.
She would move in her bed, opening her eyes briefly upon the familiar
furniture of the room, the long glass between the windows, the high
dresser, the deep sofa beside the fireplace. Then she would settle to
the lighter sleep of the morning, hearing the steps of early passers
on the pavement of the street and hearing the click of the gate latch
when Siver came to his work. The warmth of the bed would shut about her
in a matutinal caress as she sank into light half-slumber, as her mind
fared here and yon in speculations and dreams, in plans and visions. The
joy of friends would give her a pleasant sense of well-being, and her
own warmed youthful blood would drowse and drown in its own relaxed
languors. Sometimes she would float between the earth and some void in a
half-intoxication of a dream while her ears half-heard the steps on the
street or a call—some boy driving his cow to pasture. Her speculating
mind would run forward into the plans for the day, so many hours with the
music, the fiddle, the harmony, the piano; or it would center briefly
about some dress she was designing with the dressmaker or repairing for
herself, and over this or through it would glide her floating senses
as they drifted in the void supported by strong fingers on which she
lay drooping, circled by strong arms. Siver’s knock at the door would
dimly arouse her and make her know that she had half-dreamed some image,
and his step on the floor as he walked toward the fireplace and bent
over the grate to arrange the fire would emphasize the light quality
of her consciousness. The sound of the falling kindling would be heavy
and remote. Between the separate sounds the spaces of quiet would be
light with dreaming, with herself drowned in joy and myth, drooping in
strong up-reaching fingers, Albert’s hands, but over her and above like
the light of some final dawn, radiant but self-contained and entire,
identical with light negligent laughter, would float some essence, some
misty incandescence that merged with Conway and with her happiness.
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