Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
“Never let me hear you mention it. Not whilst I live. The worst piece
of impudence that ever I saw in life. Enough virtue in a Bell, in a
Montford, to carry along a little excess weight. Never let me hear a sign
of this again. Get about your business.”
Hard words, cracked with age and anger, spent strength, and he trembled
in his chair. Tone left his words high as jagged missiles thrust upon the
air of the room. She was weeping now.
“Get about your business. Get on. Get outen here. Away.”
* * * * *
She was playing scales all morning in her room, using difficult
intervals, her content running now with the cry of the tone and settling
to the grace of her fingers as they crumpled over the strings. Her hands
were pliant but narrow, not good fiddle hands, the teacher had said. They
were her mother’s hands much diminished. She was hearing the words of
the teacher, her master, as they discoursed of vibration. She was, the
teacher, herself an epitome of the fiddle, her quick graceful standing
figure, her hand that was broad and flexible in the palm. She wondered
if anything else touched this woman. The inner psychic vibration which
should be reflected in the rapid vibrations of the fingers on the
strings, such as this was her meat and drink. The greater master had
played a Chopin Nocturne for one “eating the bitter bread of exile.”
“It should be easy, though, to make a dethroned king weep,” she said.
She let her fingers have their joy in their skill knowing that an ironic
undertow had set upon her thought. Enough virtue in a Bell to carry
along any quantity of excess weight, Anthony had said to her, his anger
in a flame. The two daughters of black Josie’s girl, Deb, were grown
women now. She remembered them as cooks or nurses or laundresses. They
were named Americy and Lethe, and now she remembered vividly one warm
September day when she had stopped Lethe on the street and asked her to
do some laundry work. The reply had been a faintly smiling refusal, some
evil in it. She recalled now her tone of mind and her bodily attitude as
she had worked the end of her parasol between the bricks of the pavement,
a gesture to accompany the slightly forward pose of her head, her manner
condescending, amused, expectant. “Could I get you to do some fine
laundry work for me, Lethe?”
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