Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
Now she labored with the more difficult scales, grown weary of them as
she thought of the September day, her parasol daintily plucking at the
bricks, her assurance and expectancy, and then the strange, brief, but
not curt refusal, “No’m, you couldn’t.” A smile she could not understand,
some evil in it, had dented the brown girl’s face, had dented her brown
cheeks and slightly lifted her lips. Her words had been slowly spoken
and her gaze had fixed itself upon the parasol for an instant while
the decision was being made, but had traveled then over the blue silk
crêpe dress to Theodosia’s face. She remembered the evil of the smile
and the slowly spoken refusal, and how they had lain over her evening,
had weighted her day as with a rebuff and had brought a distress to her
members that had mounted to a deep fatigue.
“My sisters,” she said, rubbing the rosin over the hair threads of the
bow. A distinct fear stood in her breast for the moment. She opened the
window wide.
She thought minutely of Americy and Lethy—or Lethe. She wondered which
of the names she should think when she thought of the brown girl, and
she guessed the origin of the name. “Call it Aphrodite, Aurora, Lethe,
call it Lethe, Lethy,” she heard a voice say. Now she thought intently
of the two dark women and tried to picture them. They were older than
herself. Americy had strange marks like freckles on her face, splotches
of deeper brown. There had been some story of her which she could not
now distinctly remember. It had something to do with her having been in
the jail for stealing or for drunkenness. She found that her penetrating
memory yielded her more of Lethe than of Americy, for she could recall
Lethe’s face more sharply. Her picture of Lethe’s face was more clear
than the detailed story of Americy although she now remembered that
it was for drunken brawling that Americy had been incarcerated. The
incident belonged a year or two back in time. Americy had been making
loud obscene talk on the street, in a brawl with some man, and she had
been taken to the lockup. There was something more of it, she remembered,
cocaine or whisky. She had pled guilty and had somehow raised the money
for the fine when she was tried in the court two days later.
“All right, then, my sisters,” she said. A great weariness assailed her
and she was aware of fear. There was more to comprehend and the exercises
grew irksome, difficult.
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