Kentucky -- Fiction; Self-actualization (Psychology) in women -- Fiction
“Your hands off me. I’ll stay where I am.” She felt herself to be
diminished to a point of denial, concentrated to negation, and his grief
continued.
“Over your grandfather’s dead body, around his deathbed, you wouldn’t
kiss your own father. She’s hard, a hard girl....”
His tears dwindled to a close, lingering while she, feeling a summons,
walked toward the inner door. She stood beside Anthony’s bed listening to
his long, slow breathing, each breath fixed into a space of quiet. She
opened the window to give him fresh cold air for his labored inhalations.
One or two came, friends of Horace, and later Frank came. Theodosia sat
by the bed alone, but now and then one of the men from the parlor would
come to stay with her for a little. At midnight the night-lamp which
Anthony liked to have near at hand burned out and she called Siver to
carry it away and renew the oil. When he returned with it rubbed clean
and restored, he set it on the table and stood beside the bed, charmed
by the enactment there, and presently it appeared that Anthony would not
breathe again, that one of the slowly breathed sobs that had quietly
shaken his body had been his last breath. They, Theodosia and Siver,
stood beside the bed, she making her farewell of the beloved cadaver.
Siver found two silver pieces from his pocket and held them in his hand,
uncertainly, or he showed them to her, and they seemed for the moment
appropriate, as if they gave some sign or made some charm. Then Siver
made as if he would lay them across Anthony’s eyelids and she consented.
When he had done this she adjusted the coins with her own hands, and thus
they closed his eyes. Then she called the men from the parlor.
* * * * *
After the funeral Horace went to Paducah to attend court. Mr. Reed called
on Theodosia, his blank kindly face looking at her from across the parlor
while she settled to her chair. He seemed weary of his mission before he
had begun, knowing the end from the beginning. Anthony had made a will
seven years earlier making her his sole heir. The formality of unfolding
papers and citing memoranda was scarcely necessary, for there was nothing
left. He might at any moment have forgotten to proceed, to have summed
all with a sigh.
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