Christian life -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Yes—and I dare say I was in need of a more sympathetic spirit," said
Rowena thoughtfully. "I have always laughed too much. I laugh at myself
now. You want to know about our shooting. Ted has let it, I am afraid."
They began to talk over estate matters, and then about sport in
general. He seemed in no hurry to go; and presently began to revert to
his own state of health.
"I am only here to patch myself up," he said. "But they've chucked me
out of the army—let me retire as Major-General. I suppose I ought to
feel my life is over; but my brain is sound, and it makes me rage at
times. What shall I do with myself here? Only vegetate."
"Oh, no; if you are a reader, you won't do that. It's wonderful how
much fuller we can store our brains than we do! I cannot fill my empty
cells fast enough! Have you any hobbies?"
He shook his head.
"I'm a reader of sorts. I couldn't have lived through my eighteen
months without books."
Then Rowena said suddenly: "Have you seen your child?"
His brows contracted.
"No. I've told her nurse I'll see her in a day or two. I've been busy.
Children aren't in my line."
"She's a little person of much character," said Rowena slowly. "I don't
want to be an interfering meddler, but you'll gain by her acquaintance.
I have."
He raised his eyebrows and then smiled.
"I am talking to you like an old friend. If you had been well and
jolly, I should have cut and run. I have taken a dislike to my
fellow-creatures, especially the sound and healthy ones. And to my
disgust I'm nervy—children would get on my nerves. I'll see her when I
feel fitter. You consider me an inhuman parent, I can see."
"No, only an ignorant one," said Rowena. "Your little daughter has made
some of my worst days very bright."
"Women always worship babies."
"She is companionable, you will find."
His brows did not relax; he leant back in his chair and drew a long
breath.
"Her existence brings back some bad times. Her mother hated me, you
know. It was the first thing she said to me after the birth of the
child. We couldn't pull together, though God knows I tried hard. And
poor Evie was forced by her mother to marry me, I heard afterwards.
Well, she didn't have a long time with me, poor soul!"
Then he pulled himself up. "I am getting garrulous. I don't generally
give way to such personal reminiscences, but I want to explain my want
of interest in the child. I was always told she was the picture of her
mother."
"But my good man," said Rowena quickly, "bodies may resemble each
other, but very seldom souls. And Mysie is—well, I will leave you to
find out. This much I will tell you, that she is hungering for your
interest and affection. Give her a chance—and yourself too."
He did not reply for a few minutes; then he said rather irrelevantly:
"You say you're a reader. Have you enough books to keep you occupied?
Because my father bequeathed to me a very fine library. I have been
overhauling it and can lend you anything you want."
"Oh, how truly kind!"
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