Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
me, after I had given him my word by shaking hands that I would
not tell on him, everything what had been said about me. This was
so stupid and yet so outrageous, so careless and unscrupulous, so
- - so - - so - - so - - - I found no words to thank this poor,
well-meaning person for his painful honesty. But when he saw my
face, he ran off as quickly as he could.
This was a hard, a fateful day. I felt the urge to run out of the
house. I ran about the forest and did not return home until late
at night, deadly tired, and went to bed, without having eaten
anything. In spite of my tiredness, I found no sleep. Ten,
fifty, or even a hundred voices mocked me from inside with
incessant laughter. I jumped up from my bed and ran away again,
out into the night; where to, where to? I did not even pay any
attention to this. It seemed to me, as if the characters from
inside of me had left my body and were running next to me. Ahead
of them all ran the pious principal of the seminary, followed by
the accountant who had denied letting me borrow his watch, a pack
of bowlers with bowling balls in their hands, and the
robber-knights, robbers, monks, nuns, ghosts, and spooks from the
trashy library at Hohenstein. These pursued me all about; they
chased me to and fro. They screamed and cheered and mocked, so
that my ears were ringing. At sunrise, I found myself climbing up
a deep, steep quarry. I was trapped; I could not get out. There
they got me, and they would not let me get back down either.
There I was stuck between the sky and the ground, until the
workers came and got me down with the help of a few ladders.
Then, it went on, on and on and on, all day long, all of next
night; then, I collapsed and fell asleep. Where, I do not know.
It was on the narrow ridge between two fields of rye. A thunder
woke me up. It was night again, and the rain of a thunder-storm
was pouring down. I hurried away and reached a field of turnips.
I was hungry and pulled out a turnip. With it, I reached the
forest, crawled under the densely growing trees, and ate. After
this, I fell asleep again. But I did not sleep tight; I kept on
waking up. The voice woke me up. They mocked me constantly:
"You've turned into a beast, eating turnips, turnips, turnips!"
When the morning broke, I got a second turnip, returned to the
forest, and ate. Then, I sought a clearing and let the sun shine
on me, to get dry. Here, the voices kept silent; this calmed me
down. I found a long, though only light sleep, during which I
kept on tossing and turning from one side to another and was
tortured by the short, upsetting images of a dreams, which
suggested to me that at one time I was a bowling-pin, being
knocked down, then again a gipsy from Preziosa, and then again
something even worse. This sleep only made me even more tired,
instead of strengthening me. I broke out of it, when night fell,
and left the forest. Stepping out from under the trees, I saw the
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