Authors, German -- 19th century -- Biography; May, Karl Friedrich, 1842-1912
The lie that I was a millionaire, that my income had amounted to
180.000 marks, was invented by a tricky and very intelligently
calculating opponent, who possesses a keen knowledge of human
nature, and would not hesitate for a moment to use this knowledge,
even if his own conscience should urge him otherwise, to obtain
profit and advantages. He knew very well what he did, when
placing his lie into the newspapers. By this, he stirred up the
very lowest and ultimately worst enemy against me: envy. The
previous attacks against me hardly matter any more, now; but
since I am believed to be in the possession of millions, I am
assaulted quite mercilessly and pitilessly. Even in the articles
of otherwise rather respectable and humane critics, this financial
vindictiveness plays a part. It causes a boundless feeling of
embarrassment to see people, who have proven themselves as
courteous knights of literature in every other case, riding around
on this vulgar horse! I own a house, not encumbered with debts, I
live in, as well as a small amount of money I keep saved for my
travels, nothing else. I am left with nothing of my income. It
is just barely enough for my modest household and for the hard
sacrifices I have to make for the lawsuits I have been forced
into. In the past, I could follow my heart and be giving to the
poor, especially to poor readers of my books. This has stopped
now. Nonetheless, I am now, more than ever, pestered by letters
demanding money from me, on account of this cunning lie of being a
millionaire, but unfortunately I cannot help any more, and almost
everyone I have to turn away, feels disappointed and becomes my
enemy. I conclude that this unscrupulous act of depicting me as a
filthy rich man, has harmed me more, much more than all adverse
criticism and other hostilities put together.
After this digression, which I deemed necessary, I will now turn
back to the "boyhood" of this alleged "millionaire", who seeks
such a very different kind of treasure than all those who aim to
exploit him.
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