We went out in the hall and held a whispered conference. "She won't mind a bit," Bettina was sure. "It isn't as if it would do another time"--for the Helmstones were off again to-morrow. To clinch the argument, Betty told me that Hermione was expecting a letter, by the last post, from a friend of Ranny's; the one chance of hearing anything for Heaven knew how long. So I let Bettina go. * * * * * My mother never woke till nearly nine, and of course the first thing she asked was, "Where is Betty?" I said the maid had taken her, and Lady Helmstone had promised to send her home. My mother was extremely ill-pleased that Bettina had gone. I had hoped that after that profound sleep she would wake up feeling better, as I have noticed the books nearly always say is what will happen. But I have noticed, since, that people who have been sleeping heavily at some unseasonable hour will often waken not refreshed and calmed, but out of sorts, and easily fretted by quite small things. They seem to require time before they can collect themselves and see the waking world in true proportion. "We thought you wouldn't mind," I said. And why _should_ we? Why, above all, should I, who was so much older...? "To go anywhere else ... I should have been against it," I said, "but to the Helmstones--where you let her go so constantly." Saying that was a mistake. Did not Betty know, above all, did not I know, the feeling of all the proper sort of mothers about young girls being away from home at night? Day-visiting--a totally different matter. It was "the last evening for weeks," I reminded her. The Helmstones were going back to town.... "I am not sorry," said my mother. To my surprise the circumstance that seemed to annoy her most was that I had not gone with Bettina. She spoke to me in such a way I felt the tears come into my eyes. "I stayed on your account," I said. "I have told you before"--and she told me again. The supper tray came up, and went down scarcely touched. I asked if I should read to her. No. There had been reading enough for that day. So I mended the fire and brought some sewing. She lay with the candle alight on the night table, waiting, listening. "Who is to be there?" "Oh, just the family, I suppose." "Did you ask?" "No--but Betty would have said, if...." "----_never even asked!_" We sat in silence. "What time is it?" "A quarter to ten." "It is not like Bettina," she said presently. Bettina had never in her life done such a thing before. I agreed she never had. If Bettina transgressed (and I admit that this was seldom), she never did so outright. And she was not sly. She did not so much evade as avoid an inconvenient rule. My mother remembered, no doubt, that any sin of deliberate disobedience was far more likely to be mine. "I suppose the child, not able to ask my permission, came to you." Yes, she had consulted me. "And you took it upon yourself----" I sat there, in disgrace.