My Lords of Strogue, Vol. 3 (of 3): A Chronicle of Ireland, from the Convention to the UnionWingfield, Lewis
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My Lords of Strogue, Vol. 3 (of 3): A Chronicle of Ireland, from the Convention to the Union
Wingfield, Lewis
Historical fiction; Ireland -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction
Terence was convalescent when summer gave place to autumn. Unlike his
former cheery hustling self, he sat at his window for whole mornings,
gazing into a world of his own, as he leaned his wan face on his thin
hand, smiling a faint smile when his kind nurse attempted to rouse
him. She came more seldom by degrees, for indeed the poor lady's own
life was thickening with disasters. The drunken soldiers' wives
(specially selected by Major Sirr for their virago qualities) made a
hell of her cosy little home, afflicting her daughter Norah beyond
measure. There was no telling whether they might not, in a riotous
freak, set the place ablaze if its mistress did not stop at home to
watch them. Verily, even my lady's grudge might have been partially
effaced, could she have beheld the tribulations which fell upon her
ancient rival. Terence, then, lingered on, living a hermit life, whose
solitude was broken sometimes by garbled tales of dread, such as his
keepers chose to report to him. The world looked black, without a
streak of light. He marvelled, in the vague dizzy way of an invalid
recovering from illness, whether it would not be best to make an end
of it at once. He felt the indifference as to death which
distinguishes the faith of Buddha; longed to join the ranks of those
who, more blest than he, were marched past his door never to return;
envied even the victims of the Foxhunters on the Gibbet-Rath; looked
forward to his own trial as a release.
With a bare bodkin who shall fardels carry? His was bare indeed. Worn
through, and through--the stuffing gone. The sharp corners of the
fardels were ploughing into his back. He longed to lay them down and
be at rest. Sometimes he dreamed of Doreen, but not as of one who
might be his in this life. He appreciated now what at one time he had
contemned as girlish hysteria. Who might presume to talk of love amid
the horrors of carnage, where victims had been done to death by
hundreds with scarce an effort at defence? If he might live (his youth
would assert its rights now and again for a brief instant), then
perhaps--perhaps----What? No. He was doomed to die, and knew it--and
was glad; for life deprived of all illusions and all flower-blossoms
is a hideous thing. His turn would come, and shortly. It was merely a
matter of days--of a little patience. The 'scrag-boy,' who wore a
demon's dress, with a hump and a horned mask that none might guess who
did the hangman's work, was a familiar object in the prison-yard
below. He had placed the halter over many a gallant head, though
not as yet around a noble's neck. Well! that honour would soon be
his--very soon--the sooner the better. With what a bitter laugh did
Terence contemplate the honour which awaited the overworked
functionary! Now and again he wished it might be given to him to look
into Doreen's eyes once more. Their solemn depths would give him
courage to face the great _peut-être_. Courage! With self-upbraiding
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