"I can't," Eddie answered sadly. "If you've never seen it, I just
can't. I told you I tried before. Anyway, that night there was still
color, that is, up until the time I walked into that movie house. I
came in in the middle of the film, during a scene which had impressed
me a lot. The big bull ring with the golden-yellow sand, and the
bullfighters wearing blue and green and gold and many other colors--the
words are probably new to you--and the bright red cape. I tell you, I
remembered that scene so clearly _because_ of the colors, and now it
was all black and white and grey.
"Those at least are words that you know: black and white and grey, and
you know what 'tone' means. Well, color has tone too, but there is
so much more, such great differences.... It can't be described, but
everything had it. Of course even in those days they made many movies
in just black and white. But this particular one had been in color, as
I said, and really fine color.
"When I came in then, as I said, in the middle of the bullfight scene
and saw it was all just black and white, the red cape and the blue
sky and all, I thought at first that I'd gone crazy, that my memory
was playing terribly inventive tricks on me. Then came other scenes
of which I'd remembered the color in great detail. I decided that I
couldn't just have invented all that color so precisely and believed
that I'd really seen it. It occurred to me that maybe this was just a
cheap black and white reprint of the original color film.
"Well, I stayed till the end of the film because, as I said, I didn't
feel like going home that night, and I got pretty much used to the
black and white, though the film was certainly much poorer that way.
"I stayed till the bull fight scene came around again, and when I first
got out into the lobby I was too blinded by the sudden bright light to
notice anything. It was out in the street that I got the shock. There
was no color out there at all. The posters, the neon signs, people's
clothes were just shades of grey, if they weren't black or white. I
looked into a mirror on the side of a store window, and my own maroon
tie was just a sort of darkish grey. It was as if everything, all life,
had become a black and white movie.
"I was terribly frightened. I thought something had happened to my
eyes, or to my brain. I ran back to the movie house, but the ticket
booth was already closed. I asked a man who was just coming out, 'was
that movie in color?' and he looked at me as if he thought me crazy,
and walked on without answering. Of course it was a silly question,
and what difference did it make if that movie was in color or not if I
couldn't see color _anywhere_?
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