Produced by Chuck Greif and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This book was produced from scanned images at The Internet Archive.) MY RECOLLECTIONS [Illustration: The Master, Jules Massenet] MY RECOLLECTIONS BY JULES MASSENET (1842-1912) THE AUTHORIZED TRANSLATION DONE AT THE MASTER'S EXPRESS DESIRE BY HIS FRIEND H. VILLIERS BARNETT Authorized Translator of H. S. H. the Prince of Monaco's Autobiography: _La Carrière d'un Navigateur_ [Illustration] BOSTON SMALL, MAYNARD & COMPANY PUBLISHERS Copyright, 1919, By SMALL, MAYNARD & COMPANY (INCORPORATED) TO LUCY ARBELL CONSUMMATE DRAMATIC ARTIST AND GREATEST CONTRALTO SINGER OF OUR TIME IN AFFECTIONATE ADMIRATION I DEDICATE THIS ENGLISH VERSION OF HER BELOVED MASTER'S BOOK "_Chère amie, gardez aussi sa réligion, et qu'elle vous conduise, ferme et courageuse, au milieu des cahots de la vie, jusq'au paradis des arts._" FOREWORD I have been often asked whether I put together the recollections of my life from notes jotted down from day to day. To tell the truth I did, and this is how I began the habit of doing so regularly. My mother--a model wife and mother, who taught me the difference between right and wrong--said to me on my tenth birthday: "Here is a diary." (It was one of those long-shaped diaries which one found in those days at the _little_ Bon Marché, not the immense enterprise we know now.) "And," she added, "every night before you go to bed, you must write down on the pages of this memento what you have seen, said, or done during the day. If you have said or done anything which you realize is wrong, you must confess it in writing in these pages. Perhaps it will make you hesitate to do wrong during the day." How characteristic of an unusual woman, a woman of upright mind and honest heart this idea was! By placing the matter of conscience among the first of her son's duties, she made Conscience the very basis of her methods of teaching. Once when I was alone, in search of some distraction I amused myself by foraging in the cupboards where I found some squares of chocolate. I broke off a square and munched it. I have said somewhere that I am greedy. I don't deny it. Here's another proof. When evening came and I had to write the account of my day, I admit that I hesitated a moment about mentioning that delicious square of chocolate. But my conscience put to the test in this way conquered, and I bravely recorded my dereliction in the diary. The thought that my mother would read about my misdeed made me rather shamefaced. She came in at that very moment and saw my confusion; but directly she knew the cause she clasped me in her arms and said: "You have acted like an honest man and I forgive you. All the same that is no reason why you should ever again eat chocolate on the sly!" Later on, when I munched other and better chocolate, I always obtained permission.